read my thread carefully (if you hav time) and i dont blame her. i blame everything.

LoL,i still stand my point. You're wasting your time on this girl too much by even hating her (at the same time loving her i assume).

you blame everything?I know you're hurt few years ago..but compare to a lot of people,seriously your pain are nothing.

If you're blaming god for something you can't get..i dunno how to describe you.

Live the best as you now in stead of keep whinning and blaming everything and move on.Not everything happen just like what you want.

In this case,if you're sad and even angry for first few months..i would say it is normal.but after 3 years...u are still blaming everything..you're either

(1)Can't forget her and still loving her,but due to rejection ,you choose to blame everything.

for this,no one can help you,if you choose to be stupid (sorry) and keep whinning ,God won't help someone who don't even love yourself even a little bit especially for your case .(i think your case probably quite hurt,but ..not to the extend Seriously)

(2)you just feel like blame everything because you can't what you want.
I only can give this advice to you.but if u keep "emo" i would say,no one will pity you.You know what you should do,but if you still choose to blame everything, even GOD can't help you.GOD won't help someone who don't love himself.If you don't learn how to love yourself first,I don't think you have right to love others. especially in your case..

sorry for mumbling but i am speaking the truth

so ts,

after the event 4years back. did you get in touch with her? die she called? sms-ed? explain herself? did you meet her? accidentally bump into her?

because you said before you guys are best friend. so its going to be quite hard even for her to just disappear. you guys must have a favorite place etc right?

just curious hehe

Few years ago I bumped into her in a mall. We were heading towards each other thus we just keep on walking like nothing happens. ( it would be awkward if turn around). I saw her and she saw me. Even when our shoulders bumped into each other, we just kept on walking. If someone should start explaining, it was her, not me. But we just kept on walking, ignoring each other. I heard she was married, but got divorced. Serves her right, she chose that handsome policeman. Padan muka...     

I correct myself. It was me who blindly interpret that I was her best friend and special to her. Meanwhile all the time she just used me for my money and time. I know, silly me...

hmm,

if it was me. i would seek for her explanation. you know. just to 'know why'. atleast after that i can look forward and move on.

but thats me. diff ppl diff ways of moving forward. hehe.

I'd be look like a wuss if I do that. Its clearly she did wrong, so she's the one to explain. Asking her to explain at me, will make it look like an act of desperation.

read my thread carefully (if you hav time) and i dont blame her. i blame everything.

Aik. Now she is wrong? Like didn't yesterday you said:

I blame everything. Because everything leads to her fault.

yes!!!! hei maybe you can search escort in google and it can help you on your PR search

no harm trying...we only live once...please do so...the worse case scenario also reject u then become normal friends what...who knows she's into u as well? rejection wont destroy u...but regrets does...dont live with regrets

i also has the same feeling with my best friend.at first,we were best friend.then, when i broke up, i called him to seek an advice.surprisingly,he'd also broke up with his gf a week before me.so we shared our story.

then,3 weeks later,he sent me a msg telling me that he was in kl.(he studied somewhere at north).from that day,we started to sms everyday.he is so caring, and romantic.then,yesterday,we decided to meet up.he drove away from bangi and pick me up at kl.we hang out together and we spend time chatting.at mamak stall,he praised for my beauty.and he said he wont lie because im not his gf.then on the way went back,he drove slowly so that we can chat more.i purposely stare at him whenever he quite and i know he feel shame.

then,in front of my house,we chat for a while in his car.he holds my hand and he said he wanna meet me this week.he even kiss my hand and touch my hair. he also touch my cheek and we were like dont want to let our hands go(because today he's going out of town for 3 days.)n he also gave me 3 ferrero rocher.

what is actually he is thinking of me?until now,he treats me like his gf.everyday he sms me.he called me just now before going outstation just to inform me.is he sms me just to forget his gf?im started to like him..help me plz..