The Conclusion:

Its the end of my story. After getting really close and all the hints I've given to her, finally I have the guts and asked her one night to go out on the next day. To my surprise, she accepted! I was way beyond happy. I've never been on a date before. You can know the feelings right, the excitement. She was soo delighted and looking forward to it. She asked me to pick her up, with her sweet angelic face.

But then guess what? When the day comes, I called her and she didn't pick up. I called and called like crazy but she never picked up. That was 2 weeks ago.

I feel like a fool. I've never felt so hurt like this. If she doesn't want to go out with me, she didn't have to lie but say no instead. I will understand. Rejection is a part of my miserable life. I was so happy and really exited when she said yes. If she has any reasons or problems at all, why she didn't sms me at least? It has been 2 weeks now. I feel like I was being played all these time. She knows how I feel about her, but why the masquerades? Why keep on so close and "manja" with me and make me fall in love with her? I was gonna propose and spill my hearts out on that day, the day we suppose to go out. I thought that after all this time I've given her the hints, I'd asked her out and if she said yes, I'm gonna propose to her. (Propose here means "to the next level", not a marriage proposal though)

So that's it guys, the end of my pathetic story. I have learnt my lesson. Beauties and average f***ing joe will never be together!. I didn't hate her though, I blame God The f***ing Mighty for "staging" my life like this. I'm just soo hating myself right now. I've got so angry with my life, puching walls and mirrors, but the anger doesn't seem to fade away..

Nope thats your mistake. Dont blame the world for your own mistake beauties with an average joes are meant to be together except if you choose their beauty first you end up in your position.

Most people will choose beauty first but they never think there always someone prettier or handsome in the world so when its going to end? If u choose someone with heart then that person its only 1 out of 100 so if that person comes with beauty its a bonus not beauty first and heart its bonus.

Thanks bro...

Yeah, that's me. And thanks for the compliment (or at least I think it's a compliment).

How do you know that those girls will never accept you? I've seen a lot of hot chicks with not so good looking guys around (no offense meant to anyone, just stating an observation). The point is, if you claim to be fat, why not you do something about that? Go to the gym, lift weights for a couple of months. You'll look better, and definitely feel better about yourself too. Instead of being bitter about life, channel the frustrations and anger and do something more productive. Improve yourself so that you won't have to go through the shit that you went through before.

And it's not good to keep things bottled up, go find an outlet for your anger and frustrations. And please don't assume I don't know what you're going through. I've been through my fair share of heart break. But then, just let the bygones be bygones. Move on.

true man i too had personally had seen alot of hot chics with ugly ass or fuggly guys... according to my gf she says it all bout the $$$ chics dont mind dating ugly fuggly guys as long as he is loaded with $$$

Your mumbling is (sorry) rubbish talk. Unreal and hypocrite nonsense.

But the sting still fresh until today. No forgiveness from me.

true man i too had personally had seen alot of hot chics with ugly ass or fuggly guys... according to my gf she says it all bout the $$$ chics dont mind dating ugly fuggly guys as long as he is loaded with $$$

Fine i am mumbling but why are u the one hurt and crying wu wu like a baby? Means you are the joke talking rubbish. If unreal a so called best friend will agree to go on a date and just ignore you means u are the joke cheers mate

Congratulations to your success 

So is this real to you?

yo dawg dont flame

dont worry TS, it just not your time yet... just let it go...time heals

I'm amaze why its never locked given that it has served its purpose. All it is now is just personal ranting about lost love.

TS, why keep this hatred inside your heart?
are you still care about her???
after so many years,if you still hate her,that's mean you still care about her.
be open minded and open your heart to other girl,after you're being with another new girl,you would find you're wasting too much time keep hating this girl.
Unless,you're still love her la.then i can't help you..

read my thread carefully (if you hav time) and i dont blame her. i blame everything.