so ts,

after the event 4years back. did you get in touch with her? die she called? sms-ed? explain herself? did you meet her? accidentally bump into her?

because you said before you guys are best friend. so its going to be quite hard even for her to just disappear. you guys must have a favorite place etc right?

just curious hehe

hmm,

if it was me. i would seek for her explanation. you know. just to 'know why'. atleast after that i can look forward and move on.

but thats me. diff ppl diff ways of moving forward. hehe.