ouch. 31, you still carry that much anger in you?? tsk tsk... aiyo.. release lar brother. you keep it like that, will be like pressure cooker man. one day will blow the top. for serious.

autism ah? sorry to hear that. no wonder you is like that. this is difficult to manage if that is true cause the illness actually contributes to your behavior and character. good lucks yo! try to relax a little and not think the world owes you. you'll be better off that way. life is actually a privilege, not a right.

I think I'm way passed my boiling point. It erupted years ago. Nothing can revert me back to the way I was when I was young, naive and foolishly thought that the world is a nice place. The autism is my little brother not me. It's hard to see him like that. And I always wonder, is THIS the God's creation? Why He created him like that? Don't tell me it's a blessing in disguise because I honestly don't believe it. I consider people who told me bullsh1ts like that are plain ignorant. The only moment I can calm down is either with my cats, or "punishing" the hookers I've paid to abide.

if you were brought up right (means loved by ur aprents), that will result in you believing the world is a nice place. then reality kicks in and hits u in the balls.

nah, i won't say blessing in disguise as well. not appropriate. he's just born like that. 'nuff said.

i really donno what else to tell you man but i'll end with this: try to change for the better. it's not for yourself, no way, you're way too screwed up to change for yourself. change for the better so that you can attract people into your life. hopefully good and understanding persons. not necessary a gal i'm talking about. can be guys. cause what you need is good solid people to support you morally. and from then comes the other things that accompanies it. too much negativity inside of you will only breed more negativity..

Another poor fella....
Although it is says that ppl learn and grow through experiences,
but there's always occur that ppl learn the wrong thing like our dear TS

Ppl just ignore his phone call and he conclude angelic females are ******* and thinking that being plain looking will be disqualified by angelic looking female
Lets pray for them

Maybe there's a 666 branded on my head, who knows..

lucky you, i nv felt love for 10 years

u wont wan to taste love [W]ee[D] ...

Well, god will only test us things that he knows we can endure. I ain't in your shoes mate and I can't say how it feels but to put blame on god and blame that you didn't get what you want after all those prayers just not right. If everyone gets what they want just by praying then everyone will be happy and there'll be no sorrows in this world mate. Bottom line is, we must have faith and believe that there will always be hope. Although all roads doesn't seem to point to it, but we must have faith in god and keep on praying for the better. We do not know how and when will we get things that we want, but in some way, shouldn't we forgot that we have been blessed in so many ways that we tend to not appreciate as we always see what others have are much better.

We never thank for the air we breathe, for the legs we could walk, and the eyes we could see. We always see things that we don't have rather than think and see what others don't have that we are blessed to have. Sometimes it's good to think bout people who can't even walk, or talk or see. Those that live without food and water, and live in war. Then maybe, just maybe we can start to appreciate to good and great things that we are blessed to have.

I wouldn't wanna preach bout what good or what is bad, coz circumstances sometimes make us act the way we are. All I wanna say is, whatever happens is not the fault of god or any other person. Everything we did in life reflects on ourselves and how we handle the situation. Keep on blaming on others would not give us the way out or solve anything. Only by reflecting on ourselves, try to make amends and changes and accept things the way they are will we be at peace. There's not much time in this world to be pissed all the time. Along the way, it's good to be at peace and appreciate things that could make us happy.

Gosh.. now I know why you're so stingy...

u wouldn't wanna preach bout what good or what is bad??hahaha, funny.....
Keep on blaming on others would not give us the way out or solve anything....u did and do that too right, even worst maybe??....its normal, i did it too (especially to cover weakness)....everyone will do the same.... its normal & its happen to everyone....why are you so "suci" here??well, i agree with some of your thoughts, but your post totally funny for me..... (do not talk or act like you're a good person while you're not, my girl said that) sorry to say, are you muslim??because real good muslim will never said those things to people (i have some muslim friends) everyone has the bad side and done mistake..orang islam cakap, mereka akan ditunjukkan jalan oleh Tuhan supaya menyedari kesilapan yang mereka lakukan dan mereka akan terus dalam kesesatan sekiranya mereka tidak berusaha untuk mempebaiki kelemahan tersebut....enough said!!!

This post has been edited by ammareal: Feb 21 2010, 09:23 PM

Ahh...a person who lose their faith

I've been chasing this one girl for almost 5 years...and prayed to god for His help...but till now things are getting further and further...

but i'll never lose faith in god.....i'm not saying that i'm a pious person..i'm not..i've did mistakes...i believe we all did....and perhaps i'm praying for the wrong reason...or i'm not just ready yet for what i'm asking from Him...too many possibilities.

Stay strong dude

Hang in there bro. Stay positive and be strong.

Yeeaahh, agree, never lose faith.......i LIKE!!!!
im a free thinker here, so will do respect other people who have faith to their AlMighty.. I LIKE!!!

I know of a woman who gets married at the age of 40. Now, she has a baby and is in a happy family. We just have to wait for the time to come, I believe.

Damm long thred....

The harder I try to "stay strong" the worst I become.

bro get tenga.. sure wont be unhappy any more ...lol... chillax man there is plenty of chic out there...

Yup there's many out there but NOT the one I want. BTW WTH is tenga?

hmm.. seems to turn into religion discussion...

obviously religion doesn't help since there is no such thing as god.