very simple. cause you are a stalker. speak like a stalker, look like a stalker, inability to move on.. confirmed is stalker. please check yourself to the nearest police station. thank you.

fooh brother. admire your determination in your conviction of hate
however, i can guarantee you somewhere down the road in your life, you will wake up and realize how foolish you are for thinking the way you are thinking when all people here have given pretty decent advises. when that moment happens, how i wish we are there to see you cry and sulk and scream at how much of your life and time wasted for thinking the way you are thinking. i can imagine that to be a "kodak" moment lolz. priceless.

but you being who you are right now.. young, naive, rebellious, full of rage and anger.. i guess you need to get it out of your system this. good luck bro. if you can snap your own picture when you awaken that moment, can please post here? we is want to see (and secretly laugh lolz)

oh, and btw, that feeling you is feeling? that iz called "envy", one of the 7 deadly sins. is tough to fight this sin it is. tapi i believe you is eaten up by it well. om nom nom nom.

This post has been edited by ebackbone: Feb 19 2010, 05:22 PM

ouch. 31, you still carry that much anger in you?? tsk tsk... aiyo.. release lar brother. you keep it like that, will be like pressure cooker man. one day will blow the top. for serious.

autism ah? sorry to hear that. no wonder you is like that. this is difficult to manage if that is true cause the illness actually contributes to your behavior and character. good lucks yo! try to relax a little and not think the world owes you. you'll be better off that way. life is actually a privilege, not a right.

if you were brought up right (means loved by ur aprents), that will result in you believing the world is a nice place. then reality kicks in and hits u in the balls.

nah, i won't say blessing in disguise as well. not appropriate. he's just born like that. 'nuff said.

i really donno what else to tell you man but i'll end with this: try to change for the better. it's not for yourself, no way, you're way too screwed up to change for yourself. change for the better so that you can attract people into your life. hopefully good and understanding persons. not necessary a gal i'm talking about. can be guys. cause what you need is good solid people to support you morally. and from then comes the other things that accompanies it. too much negativity inside of you will only breed more negativity..