Taknak reply cause last time reply TS no Layan

Hey sorry I might have missed out. What was your reply again?

Tough night Bro?

Yeap I actually manage to fell asleep accidentally while reading on bed cause too tired.
But yeah woke up with my heart beating very fast and feeling very worried for nothing. Really hate that feeling.

Well, you just gotta let it go my friend. What happened has happened and you paid the price already. All those worries, what-ifs and guilt.. Let it all go.. And start anew. Life have so much more out there waiting for you

I am trying trust me. But its just everywhere every corner I go reminds me the relationship I had. It was a good one.

no la, it all comes down to our willpower lo. if i can do, then anyone can do it. i am still a normal human with average IQ and normal working limbs. hahahaha

yea, sort of. i was just drifting off on my endless sorrow. then suddenly i remembered about some bullshits that i used to have with my another friend. we used to get all philosophical and shits. then one thing hit me "it's all in our mind" "we choose what to believe" "if you think you can, then you can" "everyone has their own believes, nobody can change your believes, except yourself"

so you can do it too! you must start thinking that. with enough believe of yourself, you will see a change. and slowly, but surely, more and more positivity will come.

How long did it take you to get out from the sadness and the pain? Like everyday I have moments where I break down and all. I wanna call her to hear her voice but I can't. Everything is so unbearable. Watching the sky turn dark is so scary

hmmm... probably 2-3 months, i guess?

that's why you need to force yourself to be positive. at first it's gonna be hard, i never said it's easy... nothing is easy
but it's the perseverance and your feelings for her that will get you through
how much do you love her? if you love her that much, then you gotta love yourself that much too.
then you gotta fight it. fight it with everything that you have.
no matter what happened, you must think of the day that you guys will be together again.
let the goal be the fuel that burn within you.

2-3 months is actually not too long.

Bro, you are my inspiration really. Hope I can achieve the same thing as you.
Regardless of what others say, I wanna fight for her cause I wanna show her I love her this much. People can tell me learn the lesson and move on. Treat the next girl better but I know this is the girl I want.

Thanks bro. If you can think of any tips or encouragement please post here and share with me.

Hey ts how are you? Doing good?

Thanks for asking bro.

I still breakdown every now and then but I know I need to get back on my feet soon.

Seems like you are doing better now all the best Bro.

Just to update what happened today.

Today I woke up feeling very heavy hearted. It's Friday and yet I have nothing planned for tonight. I don't wanna go back home so early because it intensify the feeling of emptiness and I dont want my mom to ask me anything. After finishing work at 5, I went to my friend's cafe to talk but they close at 6. I had nowhere do to go I drove aimlessly for 1.5 hour before deciding to go Starbucks again. Actually quite reluctant to go Starbucks on a Friday night cause scare of meeting familiar faces.

I reached and I stayed in the car for half hour just to pass time. Then I saw her car parked behind me. She came down and I went down and called her. She was alone and I asked if we can have a chat together. She was willing to sit together.

We had a talk for 3 hours until 1130. We had a nice conversation together. At first we talk about our relationship. The problems we faced in the relationship and our differences. We are very very different and it shows in the relationship. I can feel that she is still angry and upset about the whole incident. Her anger and toxic thoughts reflects in what she said. We also talked about how we cope with this period and what are we doing too. She shared what her niece and nephew are up to.

We talked about the future. I told her we might not know why is this happening to us but lets take a step back and view this from God's perspective. God wants us to learn from this and build ourselves back to Him. Whatever lesson we learn from our relationship, we should apply to the next one be it with other partner or back together. Don't let this relationship go to waste. I also told her when I look back our relationship, I can remember more happy moments than bad ones. She commented she felt that way too but then she dont understand why many happy moments yet I still did such mistake. I explained to how lust and love works for guys. I struggle in lust and this is purely just to satisfy my needs although its wrong. It's like how many guys rely and got addicted to porn. Of course, she did not forgive me.

I told her one day I believe she will look at me and think that I have improved to be a better person and partner. I told her I believe one day we will get back together again. One day all this will make sense. We never know what would happen but I believe one day, we will be together again. Dont ask me where I get such optimism I just have to let it out. Good thing she never say dont wait for her bla bla bla those kind of sentence. She just say yeah we never know what will happen in the future. Then I ask why did you unfollow me from instagram. She smiled and asked me how I know. She was afraid I might upload my new relationship up and I smiled at her. I said one day maybe next year hope there's a Thai movie (we got together after watching a Thai movie and it has been an inside joke). She said yeah just ke xi (pity). That moment, as hard as I tried, I teared.

Anyway, manage to calm down before everyone look at me and we made some small chats before going home. Just feel glad and thankful after everything we can still sit together and talk like that. I really need to toughen up and improve myself for this girl.

Thanks bro. You have been a good virtual friend and listener ever since this happened to me.
Please do visit this thread time to time and chit chat.

No problem Bro, I still do keep an eye here for updates haha. Sounds like you have a good talk with her, hopefully she'll slowly understand. I'll be rooting for you Bro

Yeah it was really a good chat. Just thankful she still willing to talk to me. Sometimes you really dont appreciate moments like this until you are in this stage.

Thanks bro!

Tidur la wei

just shove your cock in her

even the most complex problem can be solved with simplest solution

no need to rant all day long

just do it