Love and a non-existence family

What did you go through

What do you mean. What still available?

Why you not as lucky as me. You won't want my life.

Dunno how bad ur life is but i think is not worst in the world. Time will ease ur mind and ur pain

Just find sometimes can ease ur mind.

Yeah I know not the worst in the world but at least I feeel I'm like the worst in my circle. Or even when I go to church I feel I'm the worst of the lot.

My previous job require me to travel 200km everyday from Senawang to Subang, due to my wife workplace(Gov Unit) in Senawang. At first it was still ok for me to travel after 1 year of working, but due to the travel/repair costs and some mistake that I made here and there, my debt keep on increasing and I could not sustain it. This caused me to frequently quarreling with my wife. This also impacted my work performance where I felt no more mood to go to work.

At that time also I was diagnosed with bowel ulcers issue(not yet mutate to cancer) where I had to undergo a 9 hours surgery to remove my large colon to avoid it from becoming cancer. The post surgery was very painful where I rely on morphine to ease the pain. This is the most stressful situation for me and my wife since we stayed quite far away from both of our families.

There are other situation as well that quite stressful, but I managed to hold on till everything went better.

U deserve an applause. May luck be with u always.

Good for you bro.

I just had a surgery too in the middle of all these things. I did an ACL. Reconstruction surgery and now I can't go out for sports. Which made it worse for me cause I can only stay at home in my room.

Why dont u take a break to go to place to ease up your mind. I suggest for you to go to any island just to relax. Take your time to think thru everything that happening and try to come out with a solutions. U need to do something to break yourself from the current situation.

Me too. Poor performance at work, don’t know how long I can survive

Itu mcm go and see a psychiatrist bro but don't rely too much on the med if prescribed.

Also be confident being alone . Right now u can go see a psychiatrist , get some exercise , go walk in some nice park , do some volunteer job and try your freakin best to be positive ( watch YouTube videos ) .

If you are religious , can pray as it helps.

Dude, i'm still up.

Btw how old are you? 20 somthing, right?

31

Feels like going for vacation only will make it worse cause I will be thinking its suppose to be two person here

Don't like the job quit and get another one bro. I'll gladly swap my problem with work.

Too bad I'm staying in a small city with no psychiatrist around. Hmm I'm confident alone. In fact I do most of my things alone. It's just the emptiness is killing me.

Yeah. Can only pray for now. Thanks

I made a mistake causing company to make huge loss, enough to buy a house. Can’t walk away like that.

Then what should you do now? Will company sue you or what? Or it's your own company?

cannot sleep since 3.30 am. watched Andre gomes' horrific injury end up golek golek atas katil.

i hope all will be going well for you. you can go to local kk and ask for referral to psychiatrist at bigger hospital.

Not necessarily, u plan your holiday just to relax your mind. Sometimes if you're alone at a new place can help your feel relaxed.

Thank you.

I dunno how will the psychiatrist be able to help me. And there's no psychologist here as well