And then I become the disliked person here? I beginning to feel a lot of brotherly love here.

What i am saying is this...there are a lot of people in this world that make mistakes in life...some drug addicts, some prostituts, some murderers. Am I to say, just because i made one mistake...of moaning and groaning, i forever lost the frenship n respect of you guys here?

How are you going to have mercy for the people worst than me, if you just like treat me like this?

Or i can just destroy this account...thank goodness I didn't personally meet any one of you, or else the worst memory of you guys got of me, is still etched in your minds.

Nah, it's not that. I'm the snotty brat in the family. "The middle child syndrome." 

But I'm slowly changing to become a better person. Less temperamental and less princessy syndrome. (bad English I know).

de1929 is misinterpreting my sentences again. 

That De is now going in there to mess up the Catholics.

I pity them.

let him have a speechless blast by yeeck, i am happy if yeeck could brainwash him yeeck

My pain is fading...just that I feel a bit..while I don't want to say...afterward I become negative again.
How do I regain back that positivism? To me its like learning to cycle again..getting on the bike, falling many times, then you get that eureka moment...you get what I mean?

Just like when the time, I was learning how to ski at Mount Buller...I fell many times, until I got the "flow"....and skied down 30 min, like pure joy...so you can't just say "I wanna be positive"...then become that person..I need that "FLOW"...I need that "EUREKA MOMENT"....you get my drift?

To me, learning how to be positive, is like learning how to cycle again.

Why not, pray "why why like this?"..David said similar things when he was persecuted by Saul.

I am just saying la...when we have Jesus to win liao larr (as you put it), do you think Jesus intended us to obtain the things we want in life..as in your case, wife and kids...? Do you think I can achieve that?

I need to get that flow...eureka moment, i just haven't figure it out.

Hate those people who said the tickets is reasonable and talking big and at the same time looking down on their fellow brother and sister in christ for being not able to buy the tickets

Hate those people who said the tickets is reasonable and talking big and at the same time looking down on their fellow brother and sister in christ for being not able to buy the tickets

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You handsome (picture)

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For me expensive lor...

that picture is mike he brader
http://chinesemov.com/media/actors/Mike-He-p3.html

I know you're looking for protestant church but I need more information like what type or church you like charismatic or traditional type?

Good that you think this way.

You must feel very fulfilled in your life. 

You handsome (picture), independent, well to do, good career.

What else you ever wanted?