I've decided not to continue the feeling. I thought it all over.. what u guys and the others said are true. It will never be the same anymore. There wont be the firm trust anymore. It will always remain a scar there. Since she said its because of the studies pressure and she was confused.. then if I get back to her, I'll have to prepare myself for more heartbreaking events. Shes going to be confused again, and again.

Btw, have u read the poem?

Hi everyone to a hazy,boring,rainy monday..

Rain poured at Kuching earlier, it's quite cool for now.

The haze there bad anot?

It's really bad in Kuching actually.

jdreamer, i read your poem and posted a comment there. dunno why not appearing one

I just approved ur comment. It's there now.

ic... need approval one ah? anyway, how are you doing now? hope that you are fine, yeah...

i agree with miyoko...(at the comments box)

forgiving her is a sign u r ready to move on.

no grudges, just take it as it is. What is 'it' u may ask? it is life.

i see u r letting it go now. U are recovering Jdreamer.

Miyoko. how are u today?

i'm tired and moody today. yesterday slept too late and woke up too early. the haze is causing me coughing nonstop. a bit of argument with my dear yesterday have cos me more gloomy today. however, dont worry, things are fine. just some argument and both me and him take it lightly. no cold war. we are still communicating as normal.

sorry to hear that....
today is a national holiday for Japan.
It is the National Health and Sports Day.

Haha...im not feeling that great though....
have cold i think.....it is getting colder here.

Yesterday the stuffs my gf sent me arrived.
Damn happy. Soooo happy.
Bcoz of the raya thingy in Msia, the post office can be so slow at times, so she sent me my bday present early in case of it ariving too late.

Wah...reali happy to get stuffs from her.
God i miss her so much.

what's that, may i know ?

haha...do u know that i send her stuffs in the same exact day she sent me mine? I paid RM90 for almost 3 kgs stuff for the post office express courier.

She sent my stuffs on the same day, 1 kg, RM80 Poslaju.

Stuffs i sent arrive 2 days later. Hers arrive 4 days later.
Pos Malaysia sucks big time.

Once my mom sent me a package using poslaju oso, instead of arriving less than one week, it took them more than one month. (same as usual post by sea ships, not air mail)

she send me a couple of teddies (boy and girl) holding a I LOVE U sign...
A cushion with a heart shape design.
And something (secret) she wanted me to buy everytime she sees me using the old thing.
It is Quiksilver in brand....and as u shud oreadi know, i love that brand.

and of coz, not to forget. the box she sent was full of love!!

so sweet... then you must be feeling great emotionally. as for me, i'm sick physically and emotionally.

wow...sounds romantic!!

she's so so good to you!!!

So try not bully her lah, everything can be settled!

Huh!!??

auntie visit??

miyoko!! i bully my girl?
haha...help me out here!!

do i sound that bad in this thread?

cud be liao.
but mebbe just bcoz of the fight?

anyway. hope u feel better soon. I suggest wearing the surgical mask thingy for the haze and some Nim Jion Pei Pa Koa Ubat Batuk Cap Ibu dan Anak.
For the auntie thingy cud use panadol menstrual? lol

quiksilver is a good guy lah... the way he talk shows that he really very sayang his gf one lah... well, at least he dare to admit openly to everyone that he miss his gf dearly. so, dont frame him leh...

as for me, feeling bad not because auntie gonna visit. but because if the haze and also the fight. good news is, it's raining now. so hopefully the haze will be gone in no time.

but anyway, i'll still make a good counsel. anyway, i'm just worried cos recently, me and my dear seems to quarrel a lot, after he starts his own business. well, maybe he is too stress and i wasnt controling my temper well myself i just want us to be happy again like we used to be. too much of quarreling will do us no good.

This post has been edited by miyoko: Oct 9 2006, 02:22 PM

miyoko, how long have u guys been together?

i think u guys are a sensible couple, and u seem to realize whats the prob oso.
My suggestion is a talk. Make a "date" with him.
Guys need to have a specific time (esp u say he is bz nowadays)...let it be in his schedule.

For example....Dear, can u make some time for us on the 12th? at 7pm. I wanna talk to u about something over dinner.

Talk about the current situation...the relationship is changing, ur getting bz, so sometimes both of us temper or things like that...
Just to remind urselves.
We always need someone to keep a check on us, who else can be better than our partners rite?

Find a resolution...enjoy ur dinner, enjoy the nite.
Sometimes, after a few years, couples tend to lose appreciation towards each other, take their partners for granted.

All we need is a wake-up call...a reminder. Thats all.

I'm hospitalized My dear taking care of me now.