Now again think of her again cannot sleep back hearing after mosque azan because that time when I at there I stay near mosque thus every morning will hear azan.

This kind of little stuff keep make me remind of her when i try to sleep and its been almost a year like this. Its affecting my work when I lack of sleep.

I see , thats the problem . Didn't sit down and talk to figure it out what problem you guys are . Believe me , heart still damn pain but atleast better 50% if do like this . My story is , almost a decade of love planning 2 years lagi will marry but problem still exist jadi both of us have to step back and let the problem to be solve . We still love each other and we have our own way to tell that (not s3x) now but not like couple chitchat before .

Wow. Almost a decade?. Mine elaborate more?. Take your time to reply

Yeah , now already a decade .... I try to summary it simple as possible , my broken english hope you can understand also lah hahaha...
I "love" her at first sight , many peoples don't believe this... Hard to explain what's the feeling ... but yeah... you will feel it automatically she are the right person you want ...
After few years , she got some matter and asking me whether i able to help her or not ? and yeah... the problem appears....(she are a trustworthy person , this is no doubt) ... after that , couple mah confirm got some argue 1 ... many times we argue will bring us back to the "matter" but nevermind lah after that we also good as before like nothing happen and still so love each other ...even we passed ldr when covid happens... recently , we argue lagi and then bring us back to the matter again ... we notice or admit it this is the problem we both need to step back and let it solve first only can move to the next stage .... we sit down talk peacefully and nicely , admit our problems ... both of us know we can't loose each other just need sometimes let the problem to be solve ... at the end , i so regret my decision...this is my soooooooo wrong decision in my life...if not sudah married and got family long time ago ... here is all the simple summarize story , impossible i tell the full story here...hope you can understand lah...

This post has been edited by Goodguy909: Jan 5 2025, 05:36 AM

Suddenly missing her right now cannot sleep even though already lost communicate for few months 😔😔😔

The trigger... azan that I heard just know which trigger my memories when at there

This post has been edited by kesvani: Feb 2 2025, 07:00 AM