IG of old flame, for research purpose

This post has been edited by nasiputih: Jul 31 2019, 11:17 AM

not i would purposely go and think about her. only occasionally when i come across her once-in-a-blue-moon FB post.

truth be told she was my 1st college sweetheart. that's why ppl say 1st love cut is the deepest. really pure love one. i even met her parents and family. but i can never forget the way her mother look at me. like a dog looking down on people. just call it "cowardice" on my part lah but i know i can never measure up to their "standard". ukur baju badan sendiri.

Meaning ur love with wife not pure?

every girl i date was richer and higher class then me as i was from poor family

but there is this one super rich girl. family got land at aussie, own alot shoplot at kuchai. very down to earth, drive 2nd hand vw car, work as shop assistant. but the pressure given by her family is no joke. like those korean/hokkien never ending drama

Hang in there, never give up for ur love!

yup. moving on from the 1st love and then a few other girls later.

my intentions was filled with lotsa horniness, dirty talks, hot steamy sex and aggressive loving.
in short, i was the ugly predator. the bad guy.

that's why i chose her to be a mother to my child

leave the "pure" to the naive. we grow up. we experience. we seek partners based on mutual benefits.

This post has been edited by andrewhtf: Jul 31 2019, 12:25 PM

Chose her to be ur child mom? She's stepmom?

nope. biological.
u understood it different from what i intended, that's all

Then meaning ur first love is like the forbidden fruit? All others u makan before just not her right?

Cannot... I feel inferior + she can leave me anytime

This post has been edited by h4r8_kIlLeR: Jul 31 2019, 12:52 PM

aiyoh... you are inferring too much.

first love is special. even if it didnt end up in marriage, it will always have a special place in memory.

wife love is wife love. first love is first love.

you cant be so daft not able to differentiate it, do you?

others in between, let's just say that it was a mutually beneficial short term relationship.

This post has been edited by andrewhtf: Jul 31 2019, 01:22 PM

actually there's no need to explain to TS..

look at all his previous tered..

none or most of it is not real...he just get high from creating imaginary topics..

This post has been edited by Baconateer: Jul 31 2019, 01:24 PM

kinda sad, really

I'm not daft or stupid. Just refuse to accept the way u categorize your love relationship into several stage?

Mutually beneficial ? If ur 2nd 3rd gf were to know bout how u view your relationship with them, they must be v hurtful. U are basically using them as toys and not respecting then. Use them for ur own benefits and dump.

First love so what? Bigger than sky? My ass la. I wonder if ur wife found out u still reminiscing first love, what will she feel? Bodoh sohai, no wonder ur first love Mom look u so down. U deserve it cause u have no respect for many girls who once sacrificed their all for u.

being forever alone and dumb is a recipe for being sohai in /k

coming from a sad person. kesian.

I totally agree with Baconateer and andrewhtf

ppl marriage is their problem on how they categorize it.
no big deal

Kenot make it

They get bored with me because I no money travel etc

So break up

Hahahaha, maybe