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Serious Dear All : "I'm falling for my best friend.", Moral : Learn from my downfall

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post Feb 19 2010, 01:13 PM

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QUOTE(ebackbone @ Feb 19 2010, 01:11 PM)
very simple. cause you are a stalker. speak like a stalker, look like a stalker, inability to move on.. confirmed is stalker. please check yourself to the nearest police station. thank you.
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post Feb 19 2010, 01:54 PM

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QUOTE(♥ianTEY♥ @ Feb 19 2010, 01:50 PM)
man! 4 year old thread
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But the sting still fresh until today. No forgiveness from me.
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post Feb 19 2010, 03:01 PM

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QUOTE(yap.ben @ Feb 19 2010, 02:52 PM)
Move on la bro... drop the excess baggage... its heavy... Look around you, 4 years already, new faces surfaced around you and dun let it slip by... Give urself a chance to love again maybe this time with the advantage of your past xperience.
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I've tried, failed again, rejected again, countless times. So no point of having hope, just this bitterness feelings towards everything in life.
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post Feb 19 2010, 04:11 PM

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QUOTE(jasonbourne222 @ Feb 19 2010, 03:57 PM)
lol u blame god for all your mistakes?? you make your own life my friend..so make it a good one..you should be lucky you have a house to live in, 2 hands and 2 legs and eyes to see when u wake up in the morning..be thankful with what you have.
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Easy for you to say.... I want more God dammit!!!! I want to feel what other people feels, I want to have what other people have. Why can't I have it? There's no logical explanations for me why certain people have MORE advantages in life than other, why are some people have such shortcomings (remember the elephant man?) and why some people seems to be perfect. Maybe "God" spends more time on beautiful people and the rest he just creates rubbish! Is that Godlike? Where's His justification in that? Until I get some rational explanations about "GOD methods", I wont live and die in peace.

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post Feb 19 2010, 05:00 PM

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QUOTE(eddie_al @ Feb 19 2010, 04:46 PM)
maybe God was busy the day u were born? so something went off and u ended up being u. but wait, u dont believe in God, so how to blame something u dont believe?  hmm.gif

sorry...not trying to piss u off. just teasing. anyway...we can always wish for things others have, but sametime we are us, they are them. its obvious. no point blaming God or luck. we are our own doing. and we dont always do the right thing, thats why we dont always get the right result. we all make mistakes, myself incldued.

nothing u say is going to change today, or undo the past. just plan for tomorrow.
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God or Allah or Jesus whatever, all is nothing as far as Im concerns. So, thats why I use the term GOD, I want to use "The Powers That Be" but it would be too long to type, thus, "God" it is..
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post Feb 19 2010, 06:07 PM

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QUOTE(ebackbone @ Feb 19 2010, 05:18 PM)
fooh brother. admire your determination in your conviction of hate thumbup.gif
however, i can guarantee you somewhere down the road in your life, you will wake up and realize how foolish you are for thinking the way you are thinking when all people here have given pretty decent advises. when that moment happens, how i wish we are there to see you cry and sulk and scream at how much of your life and time wasted for thinking the way you are thinking. i can imagine that to be a "kodak" moment lolz. priceless.

but you being who you are right now.. young, naive, rebellious, full of rage and anger.. i guess you need to get it out of your system this. good luck bro. if you can snap your own picture when you awaken that moment, can please post here? we is want to see (and secretly laugh lolz) thumbup.gif

oh, and btw, that feeling you is feeling? that iz called "envy", one of the 7 deadly sins. is tough to fight this sin it is. tapi i believe you is eaten up by it well. om nom nom nom.
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Im not young, 31 exactly, suffice to say that I've seen much of life already. So you're wish to have your Kodak moment, then sorry I have to disappoint you my fren. It will never happen. All my years of praying, going to mosques blah blah blah don't work squat! If there's a God, then sure he ignored me and NEVER bother to answer my prayers. So one day I've snapped (there's your Kodak moment) and I decided, why bother? Why waste my time 5 times a day to worship something that NEVER gave me what I want in return? All the praying wont heal my autism brother. All the doa's leads to nothing. I've done my part, try to improve my life (not bluntly clinging to doa and prayers) but in the end-not a f*ck1ing thing! I used to be quite religious but then, enough is enough.

And yes, I AM ENVY. Envy enough to kill.
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post Feb 19 2010, 06:27 PM

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QUOTE(ebackbone @ Feb 19 2010, 06:16 PM)
ouch. 31, you still carry that much anger in you?? tsk tsk... aiyo.. release lar brother. you keep it like that, will be like pressure cooker man. one day will blow the top. for serious.

autism ah? sorry to hear that. no wonder you is like that. this is difficult to manage if that is true cause the illness actually contributes to your behavior and character. good lucks yo! try to relax a little and not think the world owes you. you'll be better off that way. life is actually a privilege, not a right.
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I think I'm way passed my boiling point. It erupted years ago. Nothing can revert me back to the way I was when I was young, naive and foolishly thought that the world is a nice place. The autism is my little brother not me. It's hard to see him like that. And I always wonder, is THIS the God's creation? Why He created him like that? Don't tell me it's a blessing in disguise because I honestly don't believe it. I consider people who told me bullsh1ts like that are plain ignorant. The only moment I can calm down is either with my cats, or "punishing" the hookers I've paid to abide.
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post Feb 19 2010, 07:00 PM

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QUOTE(ebackbone @ Feb 19 2010, 06:38 PM)
if you were brought up right (means loved by ur aprents), that will result in you believing the world is a nice place. then reality kicks in and hits u in the balls.

nah, i won't say blessing in disguise as well. not appropriate. he's just born like that. 'nuff said.

i really donno what else to tell you man but i'll end with this: try to change for the better. it's not for yourself, no way, you're way too screwed up to change for yourself. change for the better so that you can attract people into your life. hopefully good and understanding persons. not necessary a gal i'm talking about. can be guys. cause what you need is good solid people to support you morally. and from then comes the other things that accompanies it. too much negativity inside of you will only breed more negativity..
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post Feb 24 2010, 04:32 PM

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QUOTE(jonjon87 @ Feb 21 2010, 10:10 PM)
Hang in there bro. Stay positive and be strong.
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The harder I try to "stay strong" the worst I become.
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post Feb 24 2010, 05:28 PM

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QUOTE(lokideangelus @ Feb 24 2010, 05:02 PM)
bro get tenga.. sure wont be unhappy any more ...lol... chillax man there is plenty of chic out there...
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Yup there's many out there but NOT the one I want. BTW WTH is tenga?
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post Feb 24 2010, 05:45 PM

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QUOTE(spanker @ Feb 24 2010, 05:40 PM)
obviously religion doesn't help since there is no such thing as god.
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Ya true.. I realize that long time ago. All the praying in this world could not help me get the girl I want.
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post Feb 24 2010, 05:55 PM

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QUOTE(spanker @ Feb 24 2010, 05:50 PM)
ya know, i have been visiting some temples and wats (the siamese temples) after some encouragement from some people. And from my patronage to these houses of worship I realized something.

People misinterpret the idea of prayer, in the sense that they want some higher power to bring them what they want. But what they fail to realize is that prayer is actually a method of focusing one's wishes and desires and prioritizing over them as time passes and each prayer is revised.

There is no higher power, there is only you and the choices you make.
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Lets tell that to the billions of people in this world who still constrain by their so called religion.
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post Feb 25 2010, 04:02 PM

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So that's Tenga. Haha sorry but have to pass. Prostitution more better. smile.gif
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QUOTE(lokideangelus @ Feb 25 2010, 04:03 PM)
LOL...  to bad malaysia here its illegal . they should make it legal though
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Your not the only one who would agree on this matter. But sadly, religion has shrouded this country to doom.

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post Feb 25 2010, 04:27 PM

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QUOTE(lokideangelus @ Feb 25 2010, 04:22 PM)
hei this just cross my mind i can intro u to my friend she is single to  rclxms.gif
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Nah... I passed up the idea of someone accepting me. I'm way too f***ed up right now. rclxub.gif But thanks for the notions anyway. smile.gif
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post Mar 2 2010, 10:28 AM

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You guys are wrong! I'm not angry with the powers that be for that girl. I blame the powers that be for moulding me to this ugly guy.
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QUOTE(ELm_ELm @ Mar 2 2010, 12:53 PM)
what?..now u hoping that god should made u brad pitt at 1st place?..incase u wonder, there r  million more worse fate than yours, just take it easy n stop whining, if u cant except ure own self, what make u think that other people can except u..its all start from u, either u want to make it good or horrible for ure self, its all in your hand..
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I've listened to this preach more than a thousand times. It's (sorry) BULLSH1T!!!!
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post Mar 3 2010, 12:56 PM

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QUOTE(ELm_ELm @ Mar 3 2010, 12:50 PM)
i thought u didn't know that, so..what u plan to do now? killing ure self n hoping that u will b born to be somebody? crying every night cursing god?...

u know, i read a bit about what you posted, take a good side of this ya, she reject u n din call u ever since for what ever reason that mayb, at least she should just talk to u or something,, b4 this u said she was an angel(duh..), perfect friend she can b,, n guess  what u know after u went out wit her, everything opposite of what u know her, she totally fooled u with her good acting skills that she was a nice girl..talking about angel from the outside n demon from the inside,, if u were sincere about your feeling towards her, u should thanks god for making her reject u n showing her true color..end.
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I was not referring to her alone. There's more. All rejected me. That's why I'm so pissed !!! vmad.gif vmad.gif vmad.gif vmad.gif vmad.gif End.
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post Mar 3 2010, 01:30 PM

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QUOTE(harris92 @ Mar 3 2010, 01:11 PM)
Just get on with your life. Seriously. Really don't see the point in being so pissed for such a long time, just learn to accept it and move on.
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You're quite a good looking dude (judging from your avatar pic, if its really you). So you can't possibly understand the agony of being ugly. You live your life everyday, seeing those people with couples, seeing pretty girls here and there but knowing bottom-line they will never accept you. Day by day, that sting feelings and frustrations will kept on bottled up inch by inch until it consumes you totally. But like I said, you will never know. Accept and move on? Try exchange body then..

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post Mar 5 2010, 12:44 PM

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QUOTE(harris92 @ Mar 3 2010, 02:04 PM)
Yeah, that's me. And thanks for the compliment (or at least I think it's a compliment).

How do you know that those girls will never accept you? I've seen a lot of hot chicks with not so good looking guys around (no offense meant to anyone, just stating an observation). The point is, if you claim to be fat, why not you do something about that? Go to the gym, lift weights for a couple of months. You'll look better, and definitely feel better about yourself too. Instead of being bitter about life, channel the frustrations and anger and do something more productive. Improve yourself so that you won't have to go through the shit that you went through before.

And it's not good to keep things bottled up, go find an outlet for your anger and frustrations. And please don't assume I don't know what you're going through. I've been through my fair share of heart break. But then, just let the bygones be bygones. Move on.
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I've worked out and managed to go from 130 to 100 but that's it. I'm stuck at 100. And don't assume and didn't work my a$$ off. Even i manage to slim down, I still need thousands to reconstruct my face problemo...

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