QUOTE(ebackbone @ Feb 19 2010, 05:18 PM)
fooh brother. admire your determination in your conviction of hate

however, i can guarantee you somewhere down the road in your life, you will wake up and realize how foolish you are for thinking the way you are thinking when all people here have given pretty decent advises. when that moment happens, how i wish we are there to see you cry and sulk and scream at how much of your life and time wasted for thinking the way you are thinking. i can imagine that to be a "kodak" moment lolz. priceless.
but you being who you are right now.. young, naive, rebellious, full of rage and anger.. i guess you need to get it out of your system this. good luck bro. if you can snap your own picture when you awaken that moment, can please post here? we is want to see (and secretly laugh lolz)

oh, and btw, that feeling you is feeling? that iz called "envy", one of the 7 deadly sins. is tough to fight this sin it is. tapi i believe you is eaten up by it well. om nom nom nom.
Im not young, 31 exactly, suffice to say that I've seen much of life already. So you're wish to have your Kodak moment, then sorry I have to disappoint you my fren.
It will never happen. All my years of praying, going to mosques blah blah blah don't work squat! If there's a God, then sure he ignored me and NEVER bother to answer my prayers. So one day I've snapped (there's your Kodak moment) and I decided, why bother? Why waste my time 5 times a day to worship something that NEVER gave me what I want in return? All the praying wont heal my autism brother. All the doa's leads to nothing. I've done my part, try to improve my life (not bluntly clinging to doa and prayers) but in the end-not a f*ck1ing thing! I used to be quite religious but then, enough is enough.
And yes, I AM ENVY. Envy enough to kill.