Only on that day.

She's fine if you're wondering. She had me fooled, end of story. She should just say no.



Not a marriage proposal la but "to the next level" proposal.

This post has been edited by Evangelistica: Feb 28 2007, 03:00 PM

If she doesn't want to answer my call or sms me at least like we used to, I don't think she will ever wants to see my ugly face again. It's my fault actually. I should never got too carried away and fall in love with an angel like her. I should know where I stand..

No offense but karma my ass. Now, I believe in nothing. Do you hear me God???

This post has been edited by Evangelistica: Mar 1 2007, 03:50 AM

I don't put the blame on her. But on Him! Thank you God for staging my life like this !! He's the masterplan behind all of this hoax...

I try to keep that in mind..

Well since I can count with 1 hand the good things that happened to me all my life, I guess.... hmmm people just wouldn't understand. Humans, right? Believe me, I say this and I say it again.. " My life sucks.."..Everytime I'm on the verge of triumph or happiness, it'll all turns to shit. I mean, I'm a good person with a big heart. I help people in need, regardless of who they are. I hate criminal scumbags. I avoid hurting people. I have always being nice to everyone. But it just seems that all my goodness being a good person leads to nothing. I'm cursed probably. Forgive me if I have completely lost faith in everything..

This post has been edited by Evangelistica: Mar 5 2007, 11:45 AM

Nothing that I can think off. I've always being myself and 100% honest to her. That's why I've set on our first date, so I can express my feelings for her. I don't want to hide anything from her...

It does feels good inside but once in a while, just once, I hope that nice thing will happen to me for a change..

I'm really sorry about your conditions. Really, I do. You are a fighter in life..

But, with all due respect, that what separates us both. Where you've seen hope, I saw despair. Where you've seen the light, I saw darkness. You still have your dedicated faith in Him, keep on going that road, brother. I've chosen mine.

Lets not turn this thread into a religious/non-religious thread shall we?

I need sometime to be alone. I need my solitude. Is there any way that I can completely erase her from my mind? I mean completely wipe her off from my memory? Please do tell me so. I want to forget soo bad...

Haha. thankx for the notion but I'm from Batu Pahat, my brother. So far away dude..

Not so young, 27 to be exact. I never had a girlfriend, not even a date before. I just thought that I've found the one. For a moment, just a hears breadth in time, I was so sure about it. I just don't understand why. I tried to reach her but it seems she don't want to see me again. We could just carry on being best friend. I guess maybe that's why I felt hurt so much. The thought that she completely forsake me as her friend just because I asked her out on our 'suppose to be 1st date'..

This post has been edited by Evangelistica: Mar 9 2007, 12:54 AM

No lah, they never forced me to settle down. All these years, I've tried to fall in love but I just can't. I've met many woman in my life but all of them I felt no more than just a friend. Don't get me wrong, I'm not a picky type. I don't have THAT luxury. Yeah some of the girls I'm friends with are pretty, infact, some of them are much prettier than the one I'm falling for right now. But with this one, I just couldn't help falling deeply in love with her. We are so connected in many ways. She was very fond with me as I was to her. But I misinterpreted that, I guess. All I did was show her that I care, giving her hints all the way (she's aware about it, trust me, I know), and a chance to express my feelings for her on our 1st date. I was way beyond happy when she agreed to go out with me. Like a schoolboy on his 1st schooltrip to KLCC, you can imagine the exitement. Being never on a date before boosted that exitement sky high. I felt betrayed and cheated. If she don't want to go out with me, she should just say no...

I'm not a player. And I think I don't have the heart to do it..

This post has been edited by Evangelistica: Mar 9 2007, 04:58 AM

Thanks for all your thoughts, supports, even flaming. I really appreciate it wholeheartedly. I'm closing this thread now.

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Added on June 6, 2007, 6:37 pmDun flame me already, but I've got at least 5 PM requesting me to open this thread again. I dunno why, but here it is..

This post has been edited by Evangelistica: Jun 6 2007, 06:37 PM

Wah lau wei still got people replying ka? Haha old stories never die I guess.. Jaroque to answer you question, nothing happened and nothing changed. Plain ol rejection, simple as that. A cruel one too. Sometimes I bumped into her at Summit or Carrefour in Batu Pahat, but I dont bother to even look even when we stumbled shoulder to shoulder.

Nope. All of this because I gave her the chance to say NO at that night. But she lied with a YES. When the day comes the truth revealed smack in my face. That's gotta hurt wouldn't you say?




Nope. Kinda hard trusting on girls for now.

This post has been edited by Evangelistica: Apr 11 2008, 03:01 PM

Come on la, personal issue my 4$$.... If something happened, hell she got a year passed by to come clean.. the truth is as solid as rock and as clear as the blue sky. She just don't have the guts to say "NO" at that moment, and left me wandering.. thats' all.

p/s: syok jugak mengungkit kisah2 lama ni...

Then if you have the guts, throw it to me personally. PM me...