Unknown Warrior

Bro I know you are passionate, but bawabertenang.jpg

I see you getting baited into a trap multiple times de. It's not healthy for you, not healthy for others also.

You see that guy appear again, press the brek and pray.

The new testament is for Christian while the old testament is for the Jews

What i mean to say is opportunities wasted. I mean, sometimes like eg, when I missed out one opportunity which caused things to delay for years....so i pray and ask God for understanding to reveal to me why, why this thing happen to me, why didn't this opportunity was revealed to me earlier? Is there Godly providence for this happenings?

For example probably, God didn't show me this opportunity, because if i had taken it, I would ended up worst.

Not during teenage. University days. I was a buddhist then

Yah occassionaly i had my bust up last week, sorry about that...healing process ain't exactly overnight even with positive thinking.

I wanna share something. Just a few days ago, an unbeliever forumer (from other forums) came and say I deserved to go singlehood for life...and even say to me that I am a hopeless immature unker for life. He compared his successes in his business and his gf to my "shallow existence". He doesn't know I got a secret weapon...I got Jesus.

But you know what? I took it in my stride...my reply to him was it made me love him more as my dear friend and i replied him with more jokes. The more condemnation he piled on me, I regarded it as his love, friendship and care for me. His condemnation doesn't even affect me because I have the love of Jesus and i know its all rubbish talk from the Devil.

I am hoping to apply this when the Enemy attacks me with insecurity. I believe only Love for our Father can cover all our weaknesses.

This also i want to ask and seek God why i wasn't prompted to seek Him earlier? I think one answer suffice - SIN and disobedience.

I didn't know what to ask God at that time...i didn't know the spiritual tools. I attended Sunday church and cg but wasn't enough to develop maturity.

Yes perhaps we both can relate on this.

I pray and hope for the future will not cause any more damage...that i will be quick on my feet to get back whenever i get knock down..

Actually now the downtime for me to recover from break up..is faster than before..last time it took me 5 years...now its like a few months to get over.

Yeah i need to seek God passionately...

I'm tired every night since I came back from Cambodia.

I have known that forumer for sometime...he always say how great he is at being a successful young entrepreunerial bizman that is a chick magnet and likes to compare himself to better than me...so yah, i just call him Mr Sifu...

I usually love people who hates me. Because people who hate me actually in a sense love me. Jesus say love your enemies...i would not call him my enemy...just someone who want to hate me so badly that he want to spit out spiteful words at me that are actually words of love...because he wants me to improve and mature.

Lol I'm a girl and I don't care about fashion/bag whatnot XD

I like geek merchandizes more

Yeah, in fact better, I love these kind of people. They are so cute when they are feisty.

Well, unfortunately these people have to face God to answer for their own actions.

Hosea 4:6..hmm will look into that.

I wasn't fully equipped when I was in my late 20s...so when the storm blew, I was washed into the open ocean. But i tell you...while struggling in the open ocean...for many years, the Lord fished me out from the sea.

Maybe He intended me to become a stronger swimmer before He wanted to bless me with my requests.

I know a lot of people equipped with Wisdom but when tribulation time comes, they not sure what to do with it due to confusion.

I have also seen christian not so well equipped but full of the Spirit, able to take storms like a wind breeze.

UW, do you think God will answer my prayers to have a family...to be a good husband to his wife and a good father to his kids? Even it seems to be no way due to my age and challenges, God will make a way?

whoaaa... i saw prophetjul vs UW again.... who is out of context now hehehe

Such as? Toys, gadgets, Lego?

Tak suka lego.

Things like the replicas, or themed cooking utensils, or plush toys, or whatnot.

Most cannot buy due to shipping problem so I just air liur from a distance

Yah occassionaly i had my bust up last week, sorry about that...healing process ain't exactly overnight even with positive thinking.

I wanna share something. Just a few days ago, an unbeliever forumer (from other forums) came and say I deserved to go singlehood for life...and even say to me that I am a hopeless immature unker for life. He compared his successes in his business and his gf to my "shallow existence". He doesn't know I got a secret weapon...I got Jesus.

But you know what? I took it in my stride...my reply to him was it made me love him more as my dear friend and i replied him with more jokes. The more condemnation he piled on me, I regarded it as his love, friendship and care for me. His condemnation doesn't even affect me because I have the love of Jesus and i know its all rubbish talk from the Devil.

I am hoping to apply this when the Enemy attacks me with insecurity. I believe only Love for our Father can cover all our weaknesses.

I have known that forumer for sometime...he always say how great he is at being a successful young entrepreunerial bizman that is a chick magnet and likes to compare himself to better than me...so yah, i just call him Mr Sifu...

I usually love people who hates me. Because people who hate me actually in a sense love me. Jesus say love your enemies...i would not call him my enemy...just someone who want to hate me so badly that he want to spit out spiteful words at me that are actually words of love...because he wants me to improve and mature.