hello bro, it's time to get the closure you needed few months back..

don drag this thing anymore...

Feels like watching some mini series that will never end...

Gosh...

Its like the comedy Friends, Ross and Rachel, their so-called romance like never end one.

Getting stale already.

Cinta adalah ruang dan waktu.......

Datang dan menghilang......
Semua kurnia Sang Pencipta.......

Sooo... today damn boring weih ><

Then I thought of watching a movie.. Big Hero 6.

Then I remembered that I signed up for TGVs movie club, and got complimentary

2 movie passes to any movie. Then, I remembered why I signed up in the first place,

because i wanted to use those movie passes to jio my crush go watch something. It really had to be those 2 movie passes

rather than me go belanja her. Coz, Belanja sounds disgusting blehh hahahahahah.. And I think she wont approve if simply want to belanja.

So I thought if i told her I got free movie tix, and invited her, it would've been easier and more accepting.

So today, I jio'ed her. Go watch Big Hero 6.

Me: Yo. Have u watched Big Hero 6?
She: Not yet. Why?
Me: Wanna go watch? I got free movie pass from tgv movie club. Expiring soon. Sooo..
She: When? I want to spend time with <her friends name whos flying off to singapore soon>
Me: Oh go la spend time with her. Actually anytime you're free. Tomorrow also can. Tuesday also. Or next week.
She: Hahahahahahah.. next week is my aussie trip la.
Me: Hahaha. ok la. Have fun with <insert friends name>

Aiyaa.. fail again.. Its the second time I jio her.

I knew already its going to turn out like this. But at least la.. at least laaa... she asked me "when"

hahahahahah! better than, "eh no la I dont wan to just go with u." or "Big hero? dun wan lah. Not interested"

Those were wat i had in mind.

Anyway, looks like I'm going to be out of bullets soon.

Me: Yo. Have u watched Big Hero 6?
She: Not yet. Why? <-- opportunity #1
Me: Wanna go watch? I got free movie pass from tgv movie club. Expiring soon. Sooo..
She: When? I want to spend time with <her friends name whos flying off to singapore soon>
Me: Oh go la spend time with her. Actually anytime you're free. Tomorrow also can. Tuesday also. Or next week. <-- fail #1, indecisive! set a date, ask her if it's ok. d-o n-o-t g-i-v-e u-p!
She: Hahahahahahah.. next week is my aussie trip la. <-- opportunity #2
Me: Hahaha. ok la. Have fun with <insert friends name> <-- fail #2, keep planning FOR her, not encourage her to go steer away!

giving up too fast!
she already given you some leeway, letting you know upfront of her plans .. then you plan accordingly mah.

so just a small update for u guys.

Shes at home while I'm at work. So she was complaining about how hot the weather was today. And she told me that it always rains only after lunch.

So,

Me: Wah so now u can forecast huh? not bad
She: Im good for a lot of lousy talents
Me: No la. Being able to predict like that is a gift.

And then.. we went into this mode,

She: Look into my crystal ball
Me: uuhhh please tell me my future
She: I see... I seeeeeee... greatness lies within u. Ohhhh! ur destined for great things
       buttt... there will be challenges
Me:  ohhhh.. please predict also where I'm going for lunch
she: Hold on. look into my crystal ball... oh this is difficult.
Me: oh my
she: Your heart wants too many things. Everything is so foggy.

(yea like how it wants you )

Me: Oh my oh my...
she: Patience young man.. there is a light shining.
Me: what does it say what does it say?
She: it says sushi tei.
Me: oh thank u ohh dear fortune teller

Me: You - Me Sushi Tei. JOM.

I dunno how to feel about this. But it somehow feels slightly kinky..acting in some sort of a themed scenario. 

hi bro. dari dulu sampai sekarang tak dapat lagi? aku rasa dah terlambat dah ni. entah2 dia dah ade mesej laki lain. dah keluar dating....orang perempuan dengan lelaki dia suka kalau ajak keluar trus die jawab. jum! bile? macam tu.. the end

AIYAAAAA!!! now i read all ur replies i feel damn stupiak >< how wud i know la.

I juz ajak her first. Mana i tau need to follow up to that detail. I approached it with the thought that she wudnt want to go anyways :/ just ajak for the sake of not regretting not doing so.

Sigh.. anyway.. i still tink she dun wan to go with me anyways..

you're already liking her and wanted to spend more time with her.

but everytime an opportunity arise in your face, you're running like a sad puppy. how lahhhhh if i'm that girl, i will force you to repay me wit hagen daaz everyday! LOL

jokes aside, problem is you're already doubting yourself FIRST, before everything else. you seems can predict your future failure instead of everything else between you & her.

be +ve bro!
p/s: i dont know about her view to further the friendship into meaningful r/s considering both are diff race. if you think both of you can handle it, then why not. else, dont drag her further and disappoint her.

eh haagen daz everyday also can la if she'd let me   

aiyah.. i dunno lahh i really dunnooo already..

I kinda can predict what she thinks la. If no signal from her at all, then quite hard for me to push forward.

I mean, if i sudah ajak go watch movie, and she say when and all, and I say whenever shes free coz i dunno when is she going out with the friend,

turned out she was totally free yesterday and today. If she was interested, she would tell me right?[ If not? keep quiet saje lah. Thats how we kill off

an invitation gently right? What am i supposed to do sum more? Set a date? if she memang dont wan then no point lor. Wat for force2 people.

I am 100% sure she knows how I feel about her leh.. But proly she just ignores it and treat me like usual friend.

Wat i can do now is just fish fish pull pull let go let go. Drag her further and disappoint? Hell no la. Thats not the case.

She memang not looking at me that way at all.

Yea to top it up, different race different religion, different everything, how is this ever going to work?

Don't even know if im going to let her know how I feel also. Probably wont ever, coz im a big *****.

chill la bro.

bolded part above. big wrong assumption. there are girls who dont tell you straight and expect a lil' curiousity from the guy to propose a plan!

set a date first, see if she wants to go, then proceed from there. kalo jadi, ON je la. kalo tak, apahal steady leave it like that ler.

seems you both are quite comfy with each other as friends than romantic r/s. keep it that way is ok. no harm. instead, it'd bring the best out of you~ why? other girls are observing you too! you dont know it, but surely someone somewhere in your company is observing, admiring you.

okay okay okay fineee... I just fixed it..

I just ajak her tomorrow. See what she says.

you're already liking her and wanted to spend more time with her.

but everytime an opportunity arise in your face, you're running like a sad puppy. how lahhhhh if i'm that girl, i will force you to repay me wit hagen daaz everyday! LOL

jokes aside, problem is you're already doubting yourself FIRST, before everything else. you seems can predict your future failure instead of everything else between you & her.

be +ve bro!
p/s: i dont know about her view to further the friendship into meaningful r/s considering both are diff race. if you think both of you can handle it, then why not. else, dont drag her further and disappoint her.