Hi guys.

I just needed to burst it out here first.

I have fallen in love with a senior colleague of mine. I had written down a full story last night here... and i kinda pressed some wrong button on the keyboard.. and everything got wiped out..

Nevetheless, hope that I could find the time to share soon enuf.

EDIT 27/4/2013

Ok la ok la now i story a bit yea... I've been working with her since a year and a half ago.. well, thats like when i just joined.. that time she sudah 1 year.. in first year.. uh... actually since a few weeks ago i never actually

felt this way towards her. Why suddenly? I also dunno. But if i tell u the reason, and if it was the case, then I should've fallen for her long ago. Probably until a few weeks ago, when we see each other a lot more frequent, joke,

message, etc, is when it kinda gave that final push for me to fall. Probably since long ago I've always liked her, but I never noticed my own feelings? lols.

One thing I really like about her is that, how she opens up to me than anybody else. She shares all kinds of stories with me, she goes crazy with me, and she merajuk also with me. hahaha. I think, a starting point to all

this would have been because of ice cream. My senior, well as a senior, she helps me a lot. covers mah ass like no other. So shes always been keeping tabs of all the deeds shes done and wants me to compensate with Haagen

Daaz. I guess any of you should know that shes definitely joking. But not her, she keeps reminding me of it, since months ago. I've always told her to write it off though, coz haagen dazz? damnn.. she'll be like, okay2 but the

next day she'll bring it up. So that led me to thinking that she seriously wants it and eventually il have to get it for her. But whats hard is, how to get it for her in front of my whole team? wont they be like, "somethings going on

here..." so everytime she asks for it, i always tell her to be patient first. because some of my colleagues will be leaving for study leave, so that kinda leaves me with her in the next few months. I even told her about it, about

how others will be like that u know. But it seems like, she'll say like "okay la then write it off no need to buy me". And then the day after, "wheres mah ice cream??" ok2, now i know u serious.

Lately also, she say she geram want to go cheong k (karaoke). Every week ask me when I'll ajak her go. I be like... oh? i ajak ah? :/ but i dunno mandarin worr. But nvmind that, I'm practicing some songs myself but the point

is, if u want to go, then call ur frens la right? why me lar?

we right, love to sing in the working room. when our bosses are out, we would sing together. she loves kpop, and she shares with me some of her favorites. She also shares with me some mandarin love love emo songs. She wants me to listen to it. Now I have a bunch of it in my phone, everyday in the morning train ride i spend time memorizing them so that one day can really go sing like a ching chong lulz.

She also right, brings this and that for me from her house. I told her about some nice coffee, and the next day she already brought some for me. ahahahah. aiiii... there was one day she brought this amino liquid stuff that i wanted to mix with salad. She packed one nicely and bring to office, of which i forgot to bring back home that night. and she merajuk big time. I felt so bad, i called her, apologized, etc. it was a few days until we were back to normal, laughing and shits. haha. I think shes the sweetest girl I've ever met And when she merajuk, while i do feel scared, i like to see it too. eheh.

There was this one night, when we all went back home quite late. last train. she taking lrt. So when i reached home i randomly whatsapp her, and she din reply. I called, someone picked up and straight away hung up. I was damnn worried until like 20 mins after that she called back, asking whats wrong and stuff? I told her that I thought something happened to her, just wanted to check and stuff. ahahaha... she be like SOO SWEEETT.. dunno if that sounds sarcastic or not..

Before all this, like early this year. I've shared with her that i wanted to resign soon. But she cudnt becoz she has her bond with the company for another year. At that time she said, aiyaa.. dont go la. But that time i didnt really care. Last week, we kinda had another talk about me leaving soon. Of which she asked if i can delay for another year, until she finishes her bond. Probably now, I really wont leave yet. How love changes you huh.

ah yes please dun worry. Shes single. But probably one funny thing that u guys haven't found out yet is, I am not chinese. I seriously think that this is the biggest barrier right now. and probably i shudnt pursue this feeling any longer. before it shoots me in the back. But nowadays, I feel a lot more motivated to come to work, try to do my best, and try to help her as much as i can. Even if its one sided, or something thats impossible, probably there is something else i could gain for it huh.

haha. thats it for now. take care yo,.

This post has been edited by noonies_naruto: Apr 27 2014, 01:29 AM

closed the tab? should just CTRL + T and your content is still there.

jialat lor...

+1
dont eat and shit at the same place.

no story...

sorry la.. sibuk la.. keje audit banyaakkk ><

ok2, i promise tonight la.

k guys. dh ada update

Ko cuba tanya soalan ttg hubungan ngan kaum lain,tgk apa respon dier
Kalo dier kata xde hal,ko up skit romen ko tu,beli bunga ngan ais krim yg dier suka tu

You mentioned that she opens up to you more than the rest, she works with u n sings with u, from all this it looks like you gained a good friend in the company nothing more .dont put your hopes up . Work in auditing is stressful so this small feeling of joy makes you feel that u love her coz that's the best thing in the job. Move forward n ill just be dissapointed

She your good friend

i guess apa u all cakap is true.

I'll try and play safe. thanks a lot guys.

Tl;dr oh waii..


Summary after quik read.

kejam gila betina ni

Aiyo... So what is your next step ?

His next step is enjoy the new friendship he has found, then once he change company all this will just disappear

Kejam tapi jujur di hati.

ya lo..

Naruto, don't listen to this loser. He knows nothing about love, he never try before. He is a foreveralone.

You need to try, fail and get up again. If you succeed, even better.

I am proof of this successful formula.

I respect those people who try not those who sit on their ass, to scared to try, suicidal...

By the way Pej1990 is a bit homosexual...so if he PM you be careful.

This post has been edited by Dharma123: Apr 29 2014, 01:37 PM

Love 6 and Pej 1990 are the same person. See the coincidence of the after post one another?

Pej1990 has some kind of confusion over his sex. He is trying to gauge how is it like to be a female because he got rejected b4, just once..he wanna cut his own wrist.

he is a bit infatuated with some guys, so he creates a troll girl as his avatar.

so buthut and kecian its a pity that a person who follows a girl to church and acts holy in front of a girl can say all this

https://forum.lowyat.net/index.php?showtopic=2993212&hl=

read your story again if you forgot ok =), look who doesn follow ppls advice and got butthurt until now