well i love listening to every dance music genre, and because of that i wanted to try DJing...but i don't have any money to buy turntables and mixers

Sports? I don't play sports. I'm a MU fan, but i lost interest in watching football matches since 2002.

But i love reading books, but i'm too scared to reveal it because the people around me consider books as "geeky".

... people wont call u geek or nerd if like to read unless if u dress up like geek..

But i love reading books, but i'm too scared to reveal it because the people around me consider books as "geeky".

well i love listening to every dance music genre, and because of that i wanted to try DJing...but i don't have any money to buy turntables and mixers

I also the same as TS, ever since in uni, my friends has decreased and further away. The first 2 years in uni are still ok, got invited to trips, but currently everyday go class like for the sake of attendance only

most of the time, I eat alone 95% all the time, I watch movie alone for 75% all the time.

life is definitely b****y for me now

i know how it feels when u have nobody around you to hang out or things like that....i guess u need to take the iniative to approach ppl and ask them out instead of u sitting there and hoping ppl will notice you....
u are not alone....

have you heard of PC based DJ software ? you can try that its cheaper and you can use your own mp3s to mix
maybe you can start a blog.. release your mixes online and share with people.. 
at least that will give you some meaning in life a purpose..

ps: maybe some of us here will like your tunes, if your good, you might mix in some club in kl someday
damn thats bad, any reason why that happen to you ?...  well i always watch movie alone, dont like people to bother me when i'm wanna a movie..

are you weird in some way ?
yup.. make people notice you.. when you friends ask you for they will only ask you out twice, later then will know your are busy with shit and all and they won't bother calling you @ all as they know you will be bz..

thats why for me i always attend any outing with my friends, so that my friends know that i'm "around/alive" ...

Alright, i'm feeling terribly lonely. No 'real' friends, no girlfriends, no invitations and nothing. I felt isolated and depressed. I've tried many things to cope with my loneliness. I've tried listening to loud music, walk in the park, walking from my house in SS12 to Sunway and Subang Parade, but nothing seems to work. And infact, everytime i get teased or bullied in school i get more lonely and it's bad for my studies because i felt scared of meeting other students to help me.

And the fact is, i'm too scared to meet people because i feared being teased or saying something stupid or embarrassing. I can't even get a girlfriend because i fear that she'll hate me or will find me annoying. It's getting worse and worse everyday.

Which is why i'm seeking help from you guys here in LYN. I want you guys to help me cope and deal with my loneliness. Maybe you can ask me to be your friend, or inviting me to hang out. Anything that could help me cope with this terrible illness(yes, loneliness is an illness IMO). Can you guys just help me?

reading is f***ing sexy u retard, chicks dig guys who read.

i kid you not sir.

reading is not sexy but being knowledgable is very sexy....

have you heard of PC based DJ software ? you can try that its cheaper and you can use your own mp3s to mix
maybe you can start a blog.. release your mixes online and share with people.. 
at least that will give you some meaning in life a purpose..

Ever since I have dropped out from the mainstream. Due to my incompetency in studies, I failed a few subjects which means I have to extend a year. I no longer study with them already, instead my classes this sem are comprises mostly from juniors.

You can get tonnes of friends from lowyat.net

reading is not sexy but being knowledgable is very sexy....

ya...hard to find guys who like to read thesedays...(u r one of the species going to extinct soon)

i have sort of low self esteem......

but what the heck....

u are not alone .. u just happen to belong a smaller group so its hard to find the same wavelength ppl .. ... take ur time .. dun feel sad matey