Alright, i'm feeling terribly lonely. No 'real' friends, no girlfriends, no invitations and nothing. I felt isolated and depressed. I've tried many things to cope with my loneliness. I've tried listening to loud music, walk in the park, walking from my house in SS12 to Sunway and Subang Parade, but nothing seems to work. And infact, everytime i get teased or bullied in school i get more lonely and it's bad for my studies because i felt scared of meeting other students to help me.

And the fact is, i'm too scared to meet people because i feared being teased or saying something stupid or embarrassing. I can't even get a girlfriend because i fear that she'll hate me or will find me annoying. It's getting worse and worse everyday.

Which is why i'm seeking help from you guys here in LYN. I want you guys to help me cope and deal with my loneliness. Maybe you can ask me to be your friend, or inviting me to hang out. Anything that could help me cope with this terrible illness(yes, loneliness is an illness IMO). Can you guys just help me?

But is anyone helping me?!

But to where should i step out?



But the thing is always fear rejection! I've been asking alot of girls out and i've been rejected alot of times that it's now silly. I've stopped going to clubs alone because i miss going to clubs with a girl. And i'm not nerdy. I'm 50-50.

Because i'm a new student at my new school. And the culture shock of this new school is horrible that i can't really fit in. The thing is is that my old school preaches creativity and general knowledge while this new school is filled with pathetic people who can't help themselves including me. Which is why i'm always teased, because i'm more mature, smart and knowledgeable than the rest of them.

but when i'm confident i felt like i'm going to be "over-confident" to the point that i'll start embarrassing myself. And how do i make friends if i don't know what to say?

Well can you recommend me some good volunteer programs?

Please guys, be serious. I don't care about your afros. I'm looking for some real-life outside comfort!

i know that.

But the thing is: how?

I have friends. But i don't have "real" friends. I want a real friend, someone who can come with me to hang out together, go to raves together, and all that. I'm tired of doing things alone. I want to experience life and enjoyment with someone.


Maybe. I don't know why.


Yes. I have a problem with confidence. Whenever i woke up, i have all the confidence but when i reached school, i lost the confidence and lost the social ability to converse socially because i'm scared that i may embarrass or hurt someone, or be embarrassed myself.

Maybe. Maybe because i think different than others. Maybe because i have an open mind. I don't know.

Please, i need someone. Atleast give me a hug.

This post has been edited by TwoThirdsMajority: May 12 2008, 06:19 PM

well i love listening to every dance music genre, and because of that i wanted to try DJing...but i don't have any money to buy turntables and mixers

Sports? I don't play sports. I'm a MU fan, but i lost interest in watching football matches since 2002.

But i love reading books, but i'm too scared to reveal it because the people around me consider books as "geeky".

This post has been edited by TwoThirdsMajority: May 12 2008, 06:55 PM

Well i do use Mixmeister and i do release my mixes online. But what i want is a real DJ experience. One which includes a Turntable, a mixer and a CDJ.

And i'll post it online when my blog is available. I have trouble logging to Blogger today.

Well, i stopped using Friendster because it has become so boring lately. I still use Facebook but only to join groups and applications.

Well, i once had my photo & profile on an issue of Gempak, and i was so ugly in that.

Well, i don't mind looking for a Malaysian Emma Watson fan club.

Good. so when can we hang out?

Umm, 2 be honest i support UMNO. Why should i support Pakatan Rakyat? Even if UMNO & BN is ruled by SIL and Dollah doesn't mean that we're all pathetic idiots. I support UMNO, it's my right. You can't shove your political beliefs down my throat. Sorry.

Alright, i've decided to do something of myself. I want to help people. After watching the film "Charlie Bartlett" and reading books by Freud and Nietzsche, i've decided to help people with their problems. I wanted to become like a counsellor. I think i could solve my problems by solving others, because i finally realise that no one is normal. Everyone has their problems. And maybe, i won't feel lonely anymore.

So what do you guys think? Should i become a student helper/counsellor? And how do i approach the principal to hire me as the school's counsellor eventhough i'm still a student?

Well it's not the tone. I just want to believe whatever i want. Sorry for acting in an unsociable tone, but i'm a libertarian when it comes to politics. I don't mind making friends with PR folks. If Mahathir can be friends with Nik Aziz, why can't other people do the same?

Well helping people to reduce self-loneliness works. Have you seen the movie Charlie Bartlett? Charlie was lonely when he entered to a new school for his final year, but when he offered counselling sessions to students with problems, he's now the most likeable student in the school, and he soon realises how much all of his troubles have gone when he becomes a counsellor. I think you should watch Charlie Bartlett, it's way better than Juno.

And yes, i too help from the bottom of my heart, because i realise there are people worse than me.

This post has been edited by TwoThirdsMajority: May 16 2008, 02:29 PM

Well thanks for the advice dude.

Dude how rude are you?

Um, no.

My dad did not receive money from UMNO.

We at UMNO may be corrupt, but blame Khairy & Dollah.

I'm a libertarian, and i'm on Mukhriz's side for eff's sake.

The clubs and uni bodies here sux like shiyte