Again I am too poor to have depression. If I don't work for 3months. Issues may arise. Ha e to wake up every day brave the world, face corporate BS to earn money to live another month.

i think k/tard most boom ada la.. where got lend you the ears

bro. its okay if you're not okay. its okay. take a breather. cool down.

Your body may be lacking certain nutrients, which could lead to chemical imbalances. Are you eating properly? Consider trying a Korean buffet, hotel buffet, or banana leaf rice. Eat more meat or protein-rich foods. Nourish yourself well. There are so many delicious foods to enjoy.

ts, you matter.
it may not feel like that right now, but you do.
it's ok to focus on yourself more.

abit of a weird advice, but sometimes we need an outlet, can try talking to chatgpt. no judgement, and will listen to you instead of talking over you.

also if you need any help or advice on any subjects, no harm in letting ktards know, a lot of experts from many fields here.

Here is my situation but I cut it short.

I feel very tired in these 5 years in handling all my dogs alone and I have no rest at all.

Many problems happened, died, sicks and many many many.

No people will feel all the problems without attending.

I have no helpers and I am actively posting to hire people without success.

I need rest but I have no choice

This post has been edited by jack2: Aug 19 2025, 01:51 PM

Suicide = ragequit.

To me life is like a game. Open world. You need to decide what is your end game, your purpose.

Everyone has different skillset and different starting point. Some have it easy, some in ultra brutal difficulty mode.

Being poor is actually not that hard. Hardest is u have handicap in mental/physical capacity.

Some ppl have their dopamine center fucked. Difficult to be happy. I think the main problem here is acknowledging your deficit in experiencing good feeling. Once u understand u are different. U will feel enlightened. I think this world biggest problem is everyone trying to convince everyone "happiness" is mandatory. What if u not going to be happy no matter what? Kill yourself start new game?

Leslie Cheung for example. His brain is wired differently. He didnt know. He was confused why he didnt have the expected happiness when he already has everything. He wont kill himself if he understand his own inability to be happy is biological.

sorry to heard that, but do you have friends and family members to reach out for help?

There is nothing in this world is unsolvable.

If it is unsolve now, take a rest...away from the issue for awhile. Come back again stronger to solve it..

Why you used Leslie Cheung as the example.

he reminded me something and he should not commit such.

we can only eat so much our stomach can handle
we can only take in so much our body can handle
don't be God, don't play God
be human, know your limitation, and learn to say NO
but if you make it big, then there are plenty who share the same vision like you, I am sure you can pull string easily together, IF YOU WANT.

Commit suicide = coward
Living on = courage

Look into how to solve your dog issues, slowly. Ask for help. Just type anything.

Today is called a present because it is. Tomorrow will be a better future.

My friends - none of them are willing to help and just ignoring. Reason is very simple. They are dogs, not human. No matter how friendly and helpful to them last time, nothing is exceptional

My family - Only one of my sister to backup me when I need someone to attend.

This post has been edited by jack2: Aug 19 2025, 02:04 PM

No more big. I have distanced myself from those so called rescuers to dump their dogs to me anymore and wash their si fat n go home.

they are the existing one until now.

I interviewed fews and most of them are those can't find any jobs and due to monetary concern, they have no choice to attend my interviews.

mostly psychological, there are fewer percentage of people who are born to be antisocial or serial killer. Most are traumatized from own family upbringing and quality of living

women are easier to call for help because they have thing one called pussy power.

You are talking about the courage to abandon your dogs. Do you really think that is courageous?

I have met several ppl with similar tendency. They are depressed no matter what. Have difficulty feeling fulfilled. And each setback in life will.have tremendous effect, i will even say they all overreact on negativity.

These all are ppl that unable to look at life objectively. So they usually tends to be a coward that choose to ragequit instead.

To me.its very simple. Just continue living, have a job. Contribute taxes. The longer i live the more help i can provide in this fuck up world. I feel my next life cycle (im buddhist) gonna be worse off if i choose to restart by suicide. If i am not troubling anyone, why would i choose to suicide.

true. after you talk to them you wanna die faster.