My wife don't leave me, she is giving me a chance.

I didn't feel anything you mention other than being positive sometime, while it is short-lived.

i hope you being honest about your mental condition.

BUT if that is the case, then you have NO REASON to hit your wife since you are "perfectly normal" and able to think straight.
your reply literally admitted you hit your wife WHEN you are perfectly fine and under no mental issue condition.

you should be ashamed of yourself, you bloody piece of bullshxt.

ain't no one should trust a guy that hit a girl.
cuz once started, there will be 2nd , 3nd , 4th times and so on that particular person hit his wife again.
MEANING , a man that hit his wife physically is either 0 times , or more than once.

so you better make sure you response to your wife decision to stay with you.
DO NOT MAKE HER REGRET for giving you a chance.

I believe no one hit his wife while "thinking straight", there must be some kind of strong emotional drive behind it.

yeah i know.
i try not to spell it out that blunt for this wife-beater since he claim his totally ok especially on the mental side,
but nvm , your sentence will do.

another possibility is he saw his wife is more success, and able to contribute more to the family than himself,
hence negative thoughts build up in himself (ego, self doubt, etc).

or his just a hot temper person.

yeah right, Malaysia's general culture doesn't help women also, hopefully mentalities will evolve. What makes teeth cringe is that women themselves believe in their lesser role, it's not only men who believe they're superior, it's that both sex are likely to validate stone age gender roles because of how they were raised up. I'm pretty sure traditional public school support old school ways of life.

Any way, Islam won't last a few generations given how fast it is replaced by TikTok, now it's only a matter of how fast enlightenment will spread over Malaysians (especially the rural population).

I've searched a lot on job websites, scary. Full stack, proficiency in PHP etc paid 3-6K, i don't know what they expect but those skill set description looks like senior-expert level which should worth a lot more than the salary they advertised.

I will be having some question about working in IT, once i research most that i can, i will PM some bros in this thread who seem to work in IT field. I hope you would provide some guidance for me in your free time.
Bro i feel better now, i try to get back on my feet without having to resort to that, thank you for the information!
Hi, i didn't make any excuse to hit my wife, if you read my reply previously i know exactly it is wrong to hit my wife under any circumstance.

Look into investing. Cryptos and stocks. It's better to learn those things than going back to school imo.

I am 29 years old, married with one child. Education only SPM level without relevant working experiences.

I am here trying to source for any light in my world of darkness although i know i screw up and don’t deserve pitiness.

I was feeling suicidal frequently and started to be physical abusive toward my wife. Wife isn’t supporting enough and isn’t reliable during my tough time, even destroyed much hope of survival for me. I might also end up a single father soon without career and education. Everyday i hope that i would’nt wake up from my sleep.

My family business had been shut down since a years ago and my dad is now a bankrupt. I spend my entire 20s playing games which made me now a introvert. I do have some basic experience in web coding, managing servers, server security as i own a private game server.

However, i do not have passion in coding. I think it is boring and i can’t do it longterm, server security may still interest me but i am not very sure on that and I do have interest in automation machine such as those in manufacture factory.

Luckily, i still have around 150k of savings without debt.

I understand that i can start simple business such as hawker stall, as i do not fear hard labour. But i am a lot more interested in having a stable paycheck monthly. I also can’t do sales as i can’t speak fluently.

The question is, if i were to go back to study, can anyone suggest some of the university courses that can help me to have high chance to secure a job, and have still have a bright career prospect at the age of 34?

Given the fact that i wasted my 20s and the current economy situation, should i just give up the idea of studying and venture into basic business like hawker instead, since i know for a fact that most if not all the employer will just toss the resume of a 34yr freshman without working experience into the trashcan.

Or can anyone suggest me some of alternative path that i can take at the age of 29? I am very lost here and would greatly appreciate if any of you could share some knowledge to help me.

Thank you very much in advance Mr/Mrs.

i hope you being honest about your mental condition.

BUT if that is the case, then you have NO REASON to hit your wife since you are "perfectly normal" and able to think straight.
your reply literally admitted you hit your wife WHEN you are perfectly fine and under no mental issue condition.

you should be ashamed of yourself, you bloody piece of bullshxt.

ain't no one should trust a guy that hit a girl.
cuz once started, there will be 2nd , 3nd , 4th times and so on that particular person hit his wife again.
MEANING , a man that hit his wife physically is either 0 times , or more than once.

so you better make sure you response to your wife decision to stay with you.
DO NOT MAKE HER REGRET for giving you a chance.

I am 29 years old, married with one child. Education only SPM level without relevant working experiences.

I was feeling suicidal frequently and started to be physical abusive toward my wife. Wife isn’t supporting enough and isn’t reliable during my tough time, even destroyed much hope of survival for me. I might also end up a single father soon without career and education. Everyday i hope that i would’nt wake up from my sleep.

My family business had been shut down since a years ago and my dad is now a bankrupt. I spend my entire 20s playing games which made me now a introvert. I do have some basic experience in web coding, managing servers, server security as i own a private game server.

However, i do not have passion in coding. I think it is boring and i can’t do it longterm, server security may still interest me but i am not very sure on that and I do have interest in automation machine such as those in manufacture factory.

Luckily, i still have around 150k of savings without debt.

I understand that i can start simple business such as hawker stall, as i do not fear hard labour. But i am a lot more interested in having a stable paycheck monthly. I also can’t do sales as i can’t speak fluently.

The question is, if i were to go back to study, can anyone suggest some of the university courses that can help me to have high chance to secure a job, and have still have a bright career prospect at the age of 34?

Given the fact that i wasted my 20s and the current economy situation, should i just give up the idea of studying and venture into basic business like hawker instead, since i know for a fact that most if not all the employer will just toss the resume of a 34yr freshman without working experience into the trashcan.

Or can anyone suggest me some of alternative path that i can take at the age of 29? I am very lost here and would greatly appreciate if any of you could share some knowledge to help me.

Thank you very much in advance Mr/Mrs.

Hi guys, just some update here.

Currently I am at the lowest point of my life, this girl will really kill, and destroy my life entirely, zero chance of recovery, if I were to let her exist in my life once again.

It is, EXTREMELY,,,,EXTREMELY TOXIC kind of girl.

Slight chance I have, if I make this person no longer exist in my life once and for all.

I already tried my very best to educate her countless times.

Today, I make her to fuck off. From my life. At a place that nobody can find me, apps, phone off.

The kid miss his mom, but I had to fake my smile to tell him everything is okay.

Currently my plan is to pursuit diploma, try my luck to get a job, and pursuit part time degree.

Ageism is rampant in IT that I know, but I will not go wash dish just to stay alive.

I would like to at least give myself one last push.

Only motivation to kept me alive is my son.

If god does exist, I hope I will be blessed for a chance to be truly alive again.

Intake deadline latest is by tomorrow I guess, I hope university will permit a few days, or a week of late admission as I really need sometime to set myself completely ready for the challenge, it is gonna be real tough.

Hi guys, just some update here.

Currently I am at the lowest point of my life, this girl will really kill, and destroy my life entirely, zero chance of recovery, if I were to let her exist in my life once again.

It is, EXTREMELY,,,,EXTREMELY TOXIC kind of girl.

Slight chance I have, if I make this person no longer exist in my life once and for all.

I already tried my very best to educate her countless times.

Today, I make her to fuck off. From my life. At a place that nobody can find me, apps, phone off.

The kid miss his mom, but I had to fake my smile to tell him everything is okay.

Currently my plan is to pursuit diploma, try my luck to get a job, and pursuit part time degree.

Ageism is rampant in IT that I know, but I will not go wash dish just to stay alive.

I would like to at least give myself one last push.

Only motivation to kept me alive is my son.

If god does exist, I hope I will be blessed for a chance to be truly alive again.

Intake deadline latest is by tomorrow I guess, I hope university will permit a few days, or a week of late admission as I really need sometime to set myself completely ready for the challenge, it is gonna be real tough.

Hi guys, just some update here.

Currently I am at the lowest point of my life, this girl will really kill, and destroy my life entirely, zero chance of recovery, if I were to let her exist in my life once again.

It is, EXTREMELY,,,,EXTREMELY TOXIC kind of girl.

Slight chance I have, if I make this person no longer exist in my life once and for all.

I already tried my very best to educate her countless times.

Today, I make her to fuck off. From my life. At a place that nobody can find me, apps, phone off.

The kid miss his mom, but I had to fake my smile to tell him everything is okay.

Currently my plan is to pursuit diploma, try my luck to get a job, and pursuit part time degree.

Ageism is rampant in IT that I know, but I will not go wash dish just to stay alive.

I would like to at least give myself one last push.

Only motivation to kept me alive is my son.

If god does exist, I hope I will be blessed for a chance to be truly alive again.

Intake deadline latest is by tomorrow I guess, I hope university will permit a few days, or a week of late admission as I really need sometime to set myself completely ready for the challenge, it is gonna be real tough.