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only 10 people are active the other 20 just come like once every month or a year.
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That day I asked for prayers here about getting a job, well the Lord has replied and i got an interview next week. I need the Lord to guide me during the interview. Can you guys teach me how to pray and pray for me as well? Thanks.

where got prosper? These 20 people are too free to attend so many church if its true. I doubt they ever go to another cg, they just lazy to come.

Anyways, cgs got politics one, once they know you are a church hopper, you will not get layan.

cell group welcome you on first day, but second and so on, they will go back to normal, the rest is up to you. You can read all you want, if you just walk into a cg, unassuming, you don't even know anyone there and you don't have a track record of attending that church, chances are, they will "read" you.

If you go there to just look for girlfriend, the leaders can read you from far far away. And you are not going to have a joyous time there.

You talk as if HS is your guardian angel that will allow you to avoid pitfalls. HS is your counsellor and will minister to you but it doesn't mean your life will be plain sailing ok.

You will make mistakes, thats part of being human. You'll likely move to 5 or 6 different cgs and by the time you find the cg you want to be in, its time to multiply. Cgs don't last long, it may be fun, there's peer group fun but in 2 or 3 years the demographic make up of the cg will change.

Like my previous cg, it was fun at first, then something happened, one idiot guy tried to go after my host lady. The lady felt harrassed by him, decided to pull out her apartment from being the host site. The guy also left. Then infighting, the host lady's elder brother who is one of the assistant cg leader got bored of doingthe cg work, decided to move to another cg. THen another couple felt the cg wasn't offering what they seeked.

The cg reverted back to boredom.

I thought Christians guy are decent and don't drink. 

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You have a unique way of dealing with HS. To you HS is like your invisible friend. Though biblically, the scriptures never really indicated this.
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Its a song, not a scripture.

I'm just kidding. hehe..

So you are saying that you are a liberal thinker, yes?

I'm sure some pastors frowned upon its church goers who do all of the above. So, when we are in church, do we pretend to be somebody that we are not so that people won't misjudge us?

I sure don't want to be like that coz I want to portray my true self and at the same time be wary of others lest they judge me for a harlot. 

So today I attended a cell group, it was ok, a lot of seniors around. I was the youngest person there. lel.

Majority are married, only a few are not. So, we mingled and shared the Gospel. They seem to be quite friendly and so far very receptive to a newcomer. hehe..

I didn't notice any bald pastor / guy like "The General" mentioned here, so I'm safe. 

The awkward part was I was too dress-up for the occasion. But its ok, they are not going to condemn me. (yet) 

The food was so nice! We got fried rice, sticky noodles, some roti canai and triple layer pumpkin spice pie for dessert. 

So far so good, I'm happy with that.

No, I don't mean it that way. So, you like Joseph Prince? hehe.. No comment.

Yeah, I am keeping a low profile, keep it cool and only talk when you are suppose to. Coz I talk a lot so I try to zip it especially in church, so many strangers.

I'm checking out who I can talk to and try to find an ally first. I need people in my team. So far none. lel.

One aunty remarked that the Dragon is the symbol of the Devil. She said young lady like me should not have such tattoo. Then she asked me, "How many tattoos you have?"

I told her only one. I lied. Oh God why?!!

Hi any christian concert upcoming in malaysia?

Yeah ok, next week la. But what if she says "Carl Lenz" is not a Christian coz he got tattoos? 

They seem to be those by the book Christians. I dont want to mess with them. 
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Listen, my dear brothers: Has not God chosen those who are poor in the eyes of the world to be rich in faith and to inherit the kingdom he promised those who love him? But you have insulted the poor. Is it not the rich who are exploiting you? Are they not the ones who are dragging you into court? Are they not the ones who are slandering the noble name of him to whom you belong?

If you really keep the royal law found in Scripture, ‘Love your neighbor as yourself,’ you are doing right. But if you show favoritism, you sin and are convicted by the law as lawbreakers.”

tell me, how the fcuk for the poor can help the poor? if u have no $$, help the poor? love others ? help ass? what a joke? just compare the great rich people, and those poor Christians, has nothing, only have so called "holy spirit" and bible, what can they do to save the world, help people for their salvation, and other thing and so on. except from using marketing and brainwashing skill to market this religions and generate more revenue income for their own church.
FACE THE f***ING REALITY dudes, from what i learn from those pastors and bible, EVERYDAY IS END OF THE WORLD, i learn how to self-destructing in a godly way.
eg. for example, i know some people (but not me , i am not so stupid to commit such silly action) destroy certificate , pay so much times and money and parents hard earn money and just waste like that without any responsibility. "and said we must love our parents", by doing these is freaking irresponsible to parents, such decision is so hurtful for parents.
if we cant serve the world, who the hell to feed us in everyday lives? using marketing  strategy and brainwashing method to lure unbeliever to come to church and expect to feed us by giving so called tithe and claim will get blessed by GOD o.0?  be a monk Christians ?( become Buddhist better ) it makes the leader become more incompetent, become good in talking instead of action to solve problems, the cycle keep repeat itself until everyday is the end of world. look at how outsider look down on this religions and they are afraid to tell what their heart felt becoz scare get judgement and punishment by these "face-thicking entities" which failed to admit their fault all the times. and many people left it,
i thought satan control the world according to bible? there are many companies and government manage to take control for all the resources. is jesus want us to starve to death ? why so contradict itself?
depart from world, yes i know if anything related to sinful is harmful.
everything depends on god or angels, THEN? failed to think properly, failed to solve problem for themselves and help others it is suppose to be a light fro the world? end up be what?
everyday living in a delusion and magical world, think like in a dreamworld , any magical thing can happen to their live.
whats the point we have the brain, anything and everything depends on these 'miracles and prayers'. can these entities solve the problems? it solve shiits problems. failed then blame the people. so irony
LOOK at the world, how they create and solve the problems. how they think.
if the churches have problem, what those Christians do ? pray lol, so simple. have fun and eat some 'antidote' to calm down their worries, and escape from the harsh reality and continue sleep, hoping for 'alibaba djinn' to save them, when next day wake up, problem still there, whats the points?
why dont learn to solve itself instead on 100% relying on these spirits, what if suddenly they no response to our situation, die right? (i know got bible quotes that "you must depend on god , by man cant do and this and that and will failed," oh really? look at the reality, now this is the modern times, not ancient time with no much information access and available at that time, thats why the can boost their power proudly)
i personal saw these situation in countless times. i know these "holy spirits' chose people to help according to their criteria so called 'faith' LOL
in real case, those people blindly faith and blindly believe really killed themselves by having these thought.

did anyone went to chc kl for their latest stage show?

Germany are the world leader in laser technology, companies such as Trumpf and Rheinmetall Defence are an example.

Carl Lenz again? I only know he got more tattoos than I am. Sheesh!
Well, that's why we have "The General and Warrior" here to lead us into battle. Haha.. You can be the cheerleader.

So, I got this text message on Saturday morning from the CG elder telling me that tattoos are bad and evil and all that stuffs.

OK..

Then they want to suggest to meet up and discuss further with me about this issue. I said its not an issue because I'm going to get it remove. I just told them to stop judging me and leave me alone.

Then I got another text message telling me that I am not welcome for next week CG. 

That sucks! 

...i know the way of these entities works, and all the flaws in current systems....

this CG elder seems harsh and legalistic ya. But why don't to meet up and discuss first since u also plan to get it remove?