YY and Alexa knows

con·fess  (kn-fs)
v. con·fessed, con·fess·ing, con·fess·es
v.tr.
1. To disclose (something damaging or inconvenient to oneself); admit. See Synonyms at acknowledge.
2. To acknowledge belief or faith in; profess.
3.
a. To make known (one's sins) to God or to a priest.
b. To hear the confession of (a penitent).
v.intr.
1. To admit or acknowledge something damaging or inconvenient to oneself: The suspect confessed to the crime.
2.
a. To disclose one's sins to a priest.
b. To listen to a confession.

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con·fes·sion  (kn-fshn)
n.
1. The act or process of confessing.
2. Something confessed, especially disclosure of one's sins to a priest for absolution.
3. A written or oral statement acknowledging guilt, made by one who has been accused or charged with an offense.
4. An avowal of belief in the doctrines of a particular faith; a creed.
5. A church or group of worshipers adhering to a specific creed.

150 enough to eat ah? O_O Mine's RM600 

I have a confession to make...

I'm so dumb to fall in love with her

Ok I utter that out due to my half-sleepiness and NBTD-ness.

I guessed she's just pissed off. It happens.
Been there done that. Tho it's really painful to hear that, regardless of what relationship it is, be it mutual, platonic, etc.

well, let me interpret what she's trying to say...
"ARE YOU TRYING TO MESS WITH PMS WOMAN?"

What would you feel if someone tells you, you're unpredictable. "Which means I don't know you well"?

u organize and i get permission from my parents ok? XD
holiday is coming..after next tuesday, i'm gonna have holiday for 4 weeks!!!
shopping? to be honest, i dun have shopping kaki, i dun have frens
i hope my college mates will organize genting trip and my parents allow me to go XD
music? dun have nice music...all sad sad wan O.o

aku lonely .. sakit hati .. sigh ..

T_T 

i cry on the bed everynight 

just had a big fight with my gf few hours ago...she totally lost her trust in me cz i lied to her..can anyone please teach me wat can i do to regain her trust? action speaks louder than words rite..

ppl say love is blind..but i think love is deadly..i'm gonna die if she says that 2 words..

yeah , it suck when u did so much for the relationship and she just played ur feelings like that ..
but oh well , i'm not gonna repeat my words. i totally dun feel talking to her about relationships
at all ..

aww .. so sad .. what happened to the vid ? and hey , do u know whose ju jin ? LOL !! cause his in the same uni and he is dj shorty
and he went to PD and he didn't attend our friend's birthday party !!! deng . !

i wish i have frens like that and trustable...
AND
freedom approved by parents

sorry, u are already a piggy
dunno how to look for them...
3 years ago, i was hyper, outgoing, open minded (still is) but now i'm sooo anti-social.
sigh...my fren oso say "alexa, u change a lot oledi..where is the old alexa? she's always there for me when i needed, now she's no where to be seen"
I feel bad for him O.o
i'm 20 this year and all my trips are to genting highlands....
and all my trips must have relative to guide me...
Eg: my cousin brother teman me to genting with my friends
but now, he's too bz to layan me lar >.<

i noe we dun have to go out with 5 years of frens, but then my parents dun trust them...
they need to meet that fren first oni can go to trips with them...
well, my mum is not that strict, it's my dad....

Your dad scared you kena makan ngapx 

makan u first     
aahhha...
all i can do is stay at home and on9...
good enuf >.<

meet my frens oso will say "not trustable lar...so notty"...
all the stupid things oso come out wan lar >.<

got       
   
i more down...hit lorry and myvi 

but the postive thing is i hiy and tun