my life journey is juz colorful as i am always surrounded by beautiful friends.
i met my bf in the year of 2006,our relationship was going smoothly for a year
every moment that we spent together was a blessed and happy one,
but in the year of 2007 all starts to change..non-stop of arguements!
he becomes like a jealous monster,just like want me to stick to him 24/7,
he don't like me to hang out with my friends & call me to end all relationship with guys' friends.its impossible rite??!
he said its already more than enough to have him one and only in life...omg..
he deleted most of my friends contact number,especially when he see guys name..this is rude rite?!yet i be patient..
he even call me to change to a new number,so that my friends unable to contact me!
of course i won't change!!then he accused me for waiting some Mr.Right to call me. *faint*
-ok tell u all till here about the jealous part-

-come into another part-
he is working while i am studying,
in the year of 2007 he is always broke,sometimes i even give him pocket money (i work part time as tuition teacher)..
i don't count so much with him..as what is always in my mind is i love him.besides,his family treat me really nice & good.
ok,u may ask y he is so broke eventhough he is working?well,all starts when he was persuaded to be a guarantor by his friend for money lending,
his friend ran away..so he is the one to responsible! >.<
when his dad knew about this,his dad got really angry n scolded him horribly.he scare his dad the most.
his dad is rich,so his dad paid for the sum of money to the money lender first.but his dad wants him to pay back like montly installment,
uncle told me that he must ask his son to pay back for him to have a lesson in life for being a stupid guarantor for a betrayer.
every college semester break,i will work full of it..all the money will go for him..as to pay back his dad
-ok tell till here-

i have a few friends know about this and they ask y being so stupid!they call him 'jerk'
my friends said i am good looking,doing good in studies,nice to friends...but y become so stupid to love this 'jerk'
they said more better guys are waiting for me.wake up!wake up!wake up,my dear!!
*try to put urself into others shoes,if u feel it is pain,it probably hurts the person too*
yea,i know i am stupid!but my heart will become soft when i see him..thats y i will keep on forgiving him..
a word 'sorry' will be the end for an arguement...
-ok la,tell till here-
i am not complaning..but i feel very miserable..is this the life i want?is this kind of guy husband-to-be?
aaarrrrrrhhhhhhhhhh...drive me crazy!



thanks everyone for reading my story of 'a gal who is blind eventhough is blessed with beautiful eyes for loving this guy'
thanks for every thought and comment for whoever gonna post here
~You all are beautiful people~