Keep thinking of second. The first still stay with me

Problem is she indonesia. Also if not mistaken back to her husband already. I dont mind being friend problem is differemt country.

We putus like she distant herself and using some reason to avoid meet me when I at there. Can sense it already when there last time.

Now reply to you cause I suppose to sleep now but see her facebook new photo and and kinda overwhelm with sadness/depress keep thinking about her when try to sleep. So now I outside taking wind before go back home to sleep. Help a bit to supress the sadness.



This post has been edited by kesvani: Jan 2 2025, 01:00 AM

Now again think of her again cannot sleep back hearing after mosque azan because that time when I at there I stay near mosque thus every morning will hear azan.

This kind of little stuff keep make me remind of her when i try to sleep and its been almost a year like this. Its affecting my work when I lack of sleep.

Wow. Almost a decade?. Mine elaborate more?. Take your time to reply

Suddenly missing her right now cannot sleep even though already lost communicate for few months 😔😔😔

The trigger... azan that I heard just know which trigger my memories when at there

This post has been edited by kesvani: Feb 2 2025, 07:00 AM