We met yesterday
Around 6pm, for a really short duration. I was nearby her in law’s house when i went visiting my relatives

She called me. I called her back. But she was worried the call would sync to her ipad.

We didn’t do anything. Not berzina. Just a short meeting to say hi.

I am already telling her that what we are doing is wrong. I just want to say “Maaf Zahir & Batin”. To apologize, to repent, to acknowledge that we have done wrong and seek forgiveness.

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But she kisses me in the car.

I tried to block her many times on whatsapp



Then she text me in Instagram

You are right.

I dont socialize much because im a shy guy. I dont know how to talk and i feel i always offend people. I made her cry a few times already when i propose to break up.

I brought it up again a few days ago, and she cried again







I think this is nothing about being fair or unfair

She is someone’s wife, Im the third party. The homewrecker. Lekaki durjana, bangsat, whatever society wanna call me. I want her to be happy and move on.



She just can’t let go, and I have tried to tell her that it is better to continue her good life, and leave me alone.

I hate this feeling that tug on my heartstring. I wish im a robot. Just a simple binary YES or NO. Just 1 or 0.

True bro
Betul
Setuju
Agree 100%

I feel drained of my energy, emosi, and my sanity. And she eroded my iman while piling up my dosa

Rolex im sure she can afford but she is not the type who wear all these branded stuff. Very rich but low profile. A simple girl next door, nak cakap cantik, tak jugak. Muka mcm apam balik, tapi she is kind hearted.

She very sayang kuceng. She loves to feed stray cats because she said keceng very kesian. I was moved and feel that she is actually lonely too.

Thats why I am drawn to her. And she also drawn to me.
We talk about cats for hours. Her husband hates cats.

She felt he is heartless. She felt he doesnt understand her kindness. Her husband said cats are dirty. She sees cats as cute. Im also quite ugly, but she said im cute.

Waifu is a bigger problem.

She is having midlife crisis now. She is considering to quit her job, and start her own business. However she needs a big capital injection to kickstart her ambitious goal in her business. I told her dont be so greedy, start small and learn the rope first. She asked me to shut up or she would use a rope to tie me up. By the way, her English is not good, gadis kampung, kecek kelate sejak kecik. She dunno what “learn the rope” means.

So she wanted money, but I dont have money. So she started blaming me for not helping her and I am useless because i can’t cough up the sum she wanted. So she had to borrow from her sisters and her brothers. When she went to borrow money of course she would cook up a sob story to appear kesian la right, so her siblings can lend her their money.

The storyline was that I have no money to help her, I used the money to buy unnecessary things like my collectibles, etc. Say Im not earning enough and not saving enough to support her.

I am already working very hard but she said if working hard can become rich, then all the lembu and kerbau in sawah padi would be millionaires by now.

Ok i dont wanna argue so much. I go sell my collectibles and try to get rid of all of them and give her all the money. Senang cerita. Shut her up. But nobody bought my stuff yet, already quite long but no buyers. So i tahan and sabar with her nagging everyday.

Back to her business. She totally has no time at home now. A lot of things to do. From shop location scouting, renovations, finding subcontractors, ID, material, her vendors for ingredients, packaging, equipment, POS system, etc all she had to do. She goes out early morning lepas subuh and back home midnight after i slept.

Makan minum aku urus sendiri, makan la apa yg ada. Nasi bujang telur mata kerbau + kicap manis, asal kenyang hati senang.

Basically she is just non-existent in my life. Invisible. 🫥
I see Mizu Tomodachi JAV more than i see my wife’s face now.

Yes my kuceng got enough food till end of the month. I have a basket of trout ready for my kuceng but since i need to save money, i started to ration the food for my kuceng since May 2025. Give half portion and let kuceng lose some weight. That fatty must diet.






I can’t tame my wife coz she is not kuceng. She is more like a badak. U see hippo looks cute but actually hippo is very agressive. I dont even wanna talk to her now. Everything also she wanna start argument.

Example: i fed my kuceng food. Then i went to dining table to eat my cake.

Before i took the first bite she said “kenapa tak suap i?”

So i offered her the first bite

She said “oh nak kena mintak baru u bagi? Taknak dah”

So i brought the spoon to my mouth

“Bila i cakap taknak u tak reti nak pujuk?”

So i move the spoon to her and pujuk her to eat

“Ini pun nak bagitau ker? Dah tak reti jaga hati isteri? Ko makan la sorang”

So i moved the spoon to my mouth

“Makan la makan …” she was being passive aggressive

So i asked “ko nak ker tak nak?”

She sulked and looked away

So i moved the spoon closer to my mouth to eat it

“Makan laaa makannnn … makan sorang2 …. “

So i ate the first bite and then scoop the next bite for her

“U dah makan yg ada strawberry tadi, yg ini i xnak. U makan yg sedap, yg tak sedap bagi kat i”

Hello, it is the same piece of cake. The strawberry is just a small slice on the top as garnish.

I really dont know what she wants.

Deswai even i lapaq peruk also i bagi kuceng makan
I kebulur also nevermind
Most important my kuceng can eat well

Communication is very important in relationships. Many people dont communicate anymore, and just lazy to talk to each other.

I am not a good talker so i always offend her. She is too good in twisting and belit2 her words until i kena trapped.

Simple question like “i nampak gemuk tak pakai baju kurung ni?”

If i answer “tak”

She say “ohhh jawab cepat sgt, langsung tak pikir, mesti menipu”

If i said “hmm…. Tak”

She say “ohhh u teragak2 maksudnya u nk ckp i gemuk tapi tukar cakap tak”

If i say “tak nampak gemuk”

She say “maksud u hakikatnya i gemuk la kan? Dulu u tak penah komplain, sekarang dah tak suka i gemuk kan?”

Baik aku diam main candy crush jer.

I tak suka gaduh2. I like peaceful life, bukan kena maki hari2.

Good that she is busy with her business now. Keluar subuh balik tengah malam. I just sip my afternoon tea with scones. And watch kuceng in instagram

Sometimes good communication also can be dangerous. U can’t really tell if got any problem in the marriage. On the surface all nice nice but suddenly murdered



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