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even if high determination and loyalty.....still will be v hard to work...
but at least can some1 tell me that i still got a glimmer of hope in this relationship???all I need to do is juz wait until her SPM finish at december...that's wat she promised me...
so...a little rasional and objective opinion from u guys(dun b harsh but i can accept hurting but constructive comments)....and a little bit of motivation will do ....pls

I dun wan to lose her....
but i can contact her also how to go find her???
her phone is off by her mom...
then she havent reply my email yet..
i also wish to go find her,if she ask me to do so ...
but mayb she is bz preparing for SPM...

yup...that's wat i'm planning to do...
I do trust her...
but u know....somehow i will have those fishy thoughts also 1 ma...
kinda hard to bear with it...
do u tink it's ok if she doesn't contact me at all at my birthday?

nono...my bday is next month...
i mean we have not contact each other for bout 3 weeks d...
is it some SPM girls also will be like that? strictly controled by parents until having difficulty to contact bf also?(her parents dunno bout me)plus her family is kinda strict...

THX ya Bro....
i know d,i will wait for her 1...
if it really cant work out then i guess i juz gotta let it go and get other new girls by starting a new thread here looking for gf??

well this a demoralizing comment...
i tot of this also....but then wat can i do....
ermm...she din contact me,bcoz phone sure cannot d...internet also a bit difficult for her...
errr...actually i receive an unknown phone call from public phone which is same area code with her area...but i cut the phone b4 i pick up as i was in class that time....opppss....dunno if it's bcoz of this she is angry wth me....as i promise that she can call me anytime....

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Added on October 16, 2007, 6:00 pmwuwuwu...i dun wan to be like 3HHH...his thread kena taruh kau kau...
sure got no face to post at lowyat d.....
and hor...I want to wait for her still.......until she tell me that she gives up d..

This post has been edited by Gengarbear: Oct 16 2007, 06:00 PM

Ipoh gang come over to visit visit???

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Added on October 16, 2007, 6:58 pmmeaning she is like some chinese girls(chinese edu,watch taiwan drama,not too dependant on Internet,i tink she never heard of LYN,)
u get wat i mean???
student ma,so always study also.....

This post has been edited by Gengarbear: Oct 16 2007, 06:58 PM

i know,but she told me b4 that she might not b able to contact me during this period...
since I told her not to trouble herself to contact me if she really gotta trouble herself to phone me or wat(like borrow phone from her sister,go to public phone to call me(dangerous ma))as i said she gotta curi curi phone me or online to find me 1....(stupid me for telling her not to do so,but it's for her own good as i dun wan her to trouble herself too...go to public phone really v dangerous ma)
so actually can say got notice also lo.....
but i juz dun get it why she cant send sms using her friend phone or go to cyber cafe to online...(not scolding but wondering)
afterall,I will juz wait for her as I promised...
Thanks very very very much for ur time giving my comment and suggestion ...really appreciate it...

no thx,I'm v loyal to my girl
y would I need to Pm my msn to icyz??
she is doing well over thr...

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Added on October 19, 2007, 7:55 pmUPDATE 19/10/07
YTD she sms me,saying that her phone actually spoiled d...we chat through sms a while but then unfortunately i gotta do smth so cant chat with her but i told her that i will give her a call after that ..and she said ok,but when i call her ...cannot get through,as if her phone is off..
wat happened?? I dunno...till now still off....spoiled again?mum taken back d???
But I'm very very glad that she told me she is fine ,when i ask how was she doing..
again she told me b4 that she will wait for me also..
guess I will juz wait then...
and yup,confirm that day she called me using public phone...and i din pick up her call coz i was in the class...she's abit dissapointed as i promise her i will pick up her call no matter wat...
alright...I'll keep on waiting then...
c ya....

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Added on October 19, 2007, 7:58 pm1 question for ICYZ the looking for bf TS......will u fall in love with some1 through internet without meeting him at all but have seen his pic?

This post has been edited by Gengarbear: Oct 19 2007, 07:58 PM