I thought mine was gone for good. Turns out im wrong. Here am i with this fuckin thing again.

for some reason i left my family behind, now everytime i see old people i remember my parents, feeling guilty, see stupid cute baby videos on instagram i remember how my parent rise me and all that shit... cant function during the day, cant sleep during the night, don't want to leave my room during weekend...

There is no such thing as depression or mental illness. But i do hear of bad attitude. I got a nephew who claim he has depression and cannot face life. I give him a good whacking and pull him out fron college after one day he became a happier man. Whenever someone tell you he or she has depression, don't give in to it, just ignore them and scold them

I guess yes, you can't be depressed when you're sleeping or happy.

Just stay happy or sleep all the time and you won't be depressed.

Well no specific ways. I tried to change job, and go solo backpacking just to kill time and distract myself abit from depression. But once back to reality, depression sank in again. I some how recovered without myself realizing also. When I finally managed to let go something (realization), then it will go away by it self.

No specific time but for me is about 2 years. In the process I ruin my career at that time, and spend a lot of money to travel. Just need to hang in there, make initiatives to see new things, make new friends and when your attention suddenly switched, then you will eventually forget about depression. Key word is hang in there, believe that sadness will somehow be over, make new friends.

I think money is always a factor in depression. Motivate yourself to earn more money and spend yourself out of depression ....