why not now? Would love to see how you lift with your current ego

My ego... It overshadows me, such that I dwell within in, like an evil twin. It fuels me, for without him I might perish. It's the ground I stand even when I have no ground, the one that lifts me up, even when the world smashes me down. When I grow, he grows 10x fold. It's the one that's above all confidence.

But like a double edged sword, it cuts if held too tight, thus should one shall be cautious when releasing him. If released, the mountains I may move, let gunung Kinabalu be Squat, and bench Mount Everest. So heavy that even the sons of Odin dare not lift this ego. Then what is this mortal body of mine? It be crushed... vaporized! in an instant.

I don't Ego lift, cause it's too big I can't even lift it.

I dare not.