Whatever you makes you happy Bro. I think there is wisdom in keeping Life simple rather than having it complicated. Because IMO, when you're a skeptic, there is no end to the pursuit of skepticism and thus you tend to create many new areas of uncertainty where there really is no need.
For example when the doctor says you need to take this body scan and when you take it, you'll still feel there is a deeper need to probe and when you do that, then there is always this doubt that maybe you'll need more probing.
My Point is, there is no end.
For us Christians, Life certainty is found in God. Health, Salvation, Providence, whatever Life's uncertainty. God is the ultimate point. There is none beyond Him. So there is satisfaction and it ends there.
You know why there is no end with skepticism for guys like you? Because Man is flawed and fallen in nature. Man cannot provide security for another Man. And thus the need to satisfy becomes exponentially insatiable for you.
All those videos that you posted are just ideas from Man who are finite and limited. It's your life really, when you have ample time to spare to keep on searching and finding solace in Man's ideology.
For me I don't have that kind of time to wonder.
I know what I have tasted and experienced, it is enough for me.
But whatever the case, doesn't mean Christians need to ignore the inventions of Science, Medicine, all that we see as God's Grace for Human advancement in life.
After witnessing/participating/mediating drama over the years, I can say that's quite true. 10 pages of drama and angry debates, in reality just a few points repeated in circles.
Very exhausting.