QUOTE(de1929 @ Nov 29 2014, 09:30 PM)
My truth is very simple... Ask HS.
You might want to consider the Word too.
QUOTE(de1929 @ Nov 29 2014, 09:30 PM)
My bill and payments keep coming, people died everyday, i am bound by laws and regulation, malaysian moslem cannot convert, indonesian family needs financial support, where is my picture in GOD's eye ?
I have been reading bible, complete bible more than 10 times in my life. Every cycle i learn something new. if i died today and GOD raise me like lazarus (i am not talking afterlife), i read bible sure i will learn something new. This one HS revealed to me. Then when will i know Christ perfectly if my learning never ends ?
What i try to say, i need to resolve a lot of problem in my life, and i want to know GOD is with me, or against me. That's why i read bible.

I think the question is not whether God is with you or against you. But rather, are we with God or not.
Also, IMHO is, that firstly I don't know your situations. That is a fact. Neither do you know mine. That is also a fact. We are all human and have human responsibilities. Nothing can excuse us from not taking care of it, much more the divine things.
This is a public forum in anonymity. So usually when we fellowship, we share Biblical principles [without getting personal] in truth and experience. So, you don't have to bring up the reason for what you did. In a sense, we are also familiar with Christians who are
worse in their environments and can experience His salvation from these things.
QUOTE(de1929 @ Nov 29 2014, 09:30 PM)
To get the story short,
HS say: read bible not to feed your brain, don't assume too much, don't draw conclusion without asking HS, higher priority to sharpen my ears. My brain is not big enuf. It is much simpler in my life if HS teaches me directly what i need to know, instead of me reading bible and try to understand Jesus using my brain. To be able for HS to teaches me directly, i have to spend time with HS alone, and have faith in JESUS that GOD is good.
My purpose is not to argue with Pehkay or UW about bribing, pornography as goliath, but to bring hope that
you can ask HS anything, because you can speak english. .. Have faith if HS told you learn from Mr A... Learn from Mr B... follow path C.... follow step D... etc...
When HS told me things, there are 1 or 2 things i wrestle back like Jacob. I did argue bible written like this... how come HS told me that... How do i know that you are not wolf in sheep clothing ? Well... argue lah like Jacob... don't be chicken...
Indeed, I am really not in arguing mode [not sure where you get that] but rather concerned with your ... er ... "flirting with disaster" in the spiritual things. It is almost tempting the Lord per se.
The principle to fellowship with the Spirit is good yet .... the feeling within needs to be cross-checked. Even the evil spirits can speak in us or just our self-feeling and desires. [Like you said ... I could be a wolf

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1) The Word does correspond with the feeling within.
2) The sense of life [gives us the feeling of life and peace, or, in other words, it makes us feel strong, satisfied, lively, bright and comfortable. Whenever we feel strong, satisfied, lively, bright and comfortable within, we have inward proof that we are right before God and that we are living in the spirit. Life and peace are the positive feelings which the sense of life gives us within, thus proving that our condition in life is normal.]
Romans 8:14 says, “For as many as are led by the Spirit of God, these are sons of God." The leading of the Spirit is for sonship; to make us SONS OF GOD.
We have a mistaken, natural concept regarding the leading of the Spirit. People invariably think that the leading of the Spirit comes suddenly from the third heaven or elsewhere. Some ask the Lord for a sign saying, “O Lord, give me a sign, an indicator, whether or not I should buy this thing. Lord, if there’s transportation available, it will be a sign that You want me to buy it, but if there’s no transportation, it means that You don’t want me to buy it. Lord, keep the stores open, for if they are closed it will indicate that You do not want me to buy anything.” This is an example of a mistaken concept regarding the Lord’s leading.
The leading of the Spirit does not derive from nor depend upon outward things. The leading of the Spirit is an issue of the inner life. I would say that it comes from the sense of life, from the consciousness of the divine life within us. Hence, the leading of the Spirit is a matter of life, a matter of the sense and consciousness of life. The mind set upon the spirit is life (v. 6). How can we know this life? Not by outward things, but by the inward sense and consciousness of life. There is an inward sense which comes from setting the mind upon the spirit. If our mind is set upon our spirit, we are immediately strengthened and satisfied inwardly. We also are watered and refreshed. By that sense and consciousness we can know the life within us, and by this sense of life we can know that we are walking rightly. In other words, we know that we are under the leading of the Spirit. Therefore, the leading of the Spirit in verse 14 does not depend on outward things; it absolutely depends upon the sense of life within our spirit.
3) Vice versa, the sense of death includes weakness, emptiness, depression, darkness and pain.
4) The environment sometimes do correspond with the leading within.
5) Fellowship with the believers who cares for you and their feeling in the spirit.
6) Experiences do show that the Lord don't really answer in a QUICK way but it is always according to HIS TIMING;
These are good principles to cross-check.
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Anyway, that's that from me lar. Was just curious with some of the statements you made. Uncannily you do become an epitome of something I wrote before

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Just do with what you want lar.

Cheer! <lurking mode>