QUOTE(Critical_Fallacy @ Feb 18 2014, 02:43 PM)
Hi
maximR,
Early night cost Higgs credit for big physics theory
What is the lesson learned from the story of Peter Higgs?

Hmmm... I'm not that sure, really.
But it does affect me in a way. I can't really comment on the early night part, but I can safely say that I work the same way as he did. I disliked working in groups, I skipped school to catch up on my studies alone, and in doing that, I was stressed out at times. During SPM, I think I broke down. It was too much. I didn't take any time off my studies, not even a single day. I started to decline invites from my friends to go out on weekends, telling myself that it would all be worth it. But was it worth it? I think it wasn't, I would probably have done better if I wasn't so hard on myself.
I am still hard on myself. I'm not even sure what my goal is anymore, working on Physics and Maths. What am I trying to achieve? I don't know. I'm not sure. Maybe I think it would all be worth it, again? But it won't, it won't if I continue being so hard on myself.
I'm looking forward to getting my driving license in a couple of weeks, telling myself that I can't stop worrying after obtaining my license. But would it stop me from worrying? There is still SPM results, college decision, university. It goes on and on, and if I think I can continue making decisions and planning my future, hoping that things would work out the way I want them to be, I will continue to worry.
Then again, my mum told me this and I'll always remember it:
'船到桥头自然直'
My goal, when I start college, is to try to take things lightly.