Second part of the story was good...i facepalmed myself in the office when i read the first post...anyway, u sure are lucky to get such a gf as ur first love...good luck to you...but if i were you, i would've dumped her

Stop going for gold digger man ~~

Hate those type of girls who treats man like an ATM . If a man want to be ATM , he would become a sugardaddy instead

WTF?

fuuuuyo gold digger woman.

pls get a girl who works as an accountant . usually they very kiamsiap and will help you manage your money.


your gf should help you plan and safe money. if she really love you. she should have plan to get a house or marry.

well, everything got a first time, and she is at least for me is a good lover, she love me, treat me full with attention and care, and its first time i felt that im loved by somebody, other than my parents.
thx for reading my story, sorry if the first post is bad, its cause its still in introduction, gotta put on a reason why my gf is like this..

me and her already breakup, but still good friends and she find me when she needs me help in something, but no longer contact for money part of course, just advise, meal, or something simple chat.

My current gf is a girl whom her mother is a financial advisor, and her father is a professional stock investor, both earn quite good and she is damn rich, im working so hard just to cope up with her status..
she is very good in money management and money use, spend alot earn alot and use alot, but still she got alot alot..haiz

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Added on July 30, 2012, 3:30 pm~Part 3 ~

From the night i forgive her, we went out together for a dinner with my family, on the spot, she show some imitated actions like, how do you do your thing ah ? its can be done like that ? i see, i never know thats actually so easy to do it la....
from this act, my parents give me a comment after i fetch her home, and telling me,

She is so Fake, dont you think she just pretending ?
I Dont mind you dating such a girl, your mom use to be this stupid too.
Date is ok, remember dont continue if its stressful..
Dont create a life when you are enjoying yourself..
Keep in mind, use money wisely when dating such girl..

im like...
parents give all negative comment towards her, because of her such act and attitude. and thats what motivate me to date her wisely, because i know how she is, 4mth ago.

fast forward to the 3rd quarter of our relationship, she really turn into a better girl, she spend less and controlling her attitude well, and not throwing her temper toward me just because i never
satisfy her demand in our outing. from this moment, i really trust my eyes than she change, she did keep her promise and i should keep my promise too, thats where her birthday is near, i give her a suprise.
but where know, this is another starting to a new gold digger again.

On her birthday, i bring her to a well known restaurant for a nice dinner, and fetch her to genting for a chill, we have some walk and chat at genting, and headed to starbucks to enjoy a cup of hot chocolate, shared.
on that moment, she ask, why do you love me this much now ? i though you are still very strict and demanding for me to control myself...

Me: its time where you are forgiven, you realize your mistakes, and you never did it up to now, so behave yourself continuously ok ?
Her: ok, thank you dear, finally you say forgive..im happy, where r we going next ?
Me: My home, i have a suprise for you in my room.

So on our trip back my home, she lean over like any cute gf does, and keep holding my hand while talking her stuff. Reach home, i lead her to my room and strip her naked, she is shocked, but no resistance, maybe because she think,
my present is having sex with her, but toward her dirty mind, i did something unbelievable, where i actually get her a special long dress, which suitable enough for her to go for a jogoya dinner next day, by this suprise, she is shocked because
the dress i choose match her body perfectly..

Her: Its so fit, how come ?
Me: how many times i touch your body ? even blind also i can roughly guess whats your figure..
Her: So Naughty, so even the breast also finish touch already la ?
Me: nope, just getting to know more....

and thats where our second night of romance happen...

the next day, she woke up early and looking at my phone, so when she saw some sweet message my colleagues send to me, she get angry, and slap me when im sleeping...
when im awake, she was crying at a one side, and keep on saying, why you did this to me, i love you so so much, you are cheating...

?????
AW(@*()#*@#@

WTF happen anyway, so when i take a look around my room, yes she check my phone sms, and see another girl call me dear(i call every close female friend dear)
and she did open my computer and external hard disk to see, my collection of porns and some sex related movie like american pie, sex and zen etc etc.
so she say, i watch porn, i have sex with her, and i ruin her again and again, im cheating, i have her and i still watch porn, and etc etc.

so on that particular day, we never talk for a word when i fetching her home...
and when she is home, she sms me...

I Feel so dirty to have sex with you, a man who satisfy himself using porns, pretty pictures, and those sex movies, i hope im not pregnant, you do it so hard and you make me doesnt feel that good for the whole night,
i am so dissapointed with you, i wont do it again with you, and im so sinful to myself, my god and etc etc...


and so, we stop talking for a few day before she tell me, i miss my period....

WHAT ??? PREGNANT ??? I NV SHOOT INSIDE!!! I DONT EVEN REALIZE I HAVE IT INSIDE YOU!!!

with this shock, i was totally confused, and never get a nice meal, but after few days, the heart of becoming a faather slowly appears in myself, and im starting to get happy, i want a kid so much last time, why would i feel stressful ?
so during this period of time, i treat her very well, make her a princess to the max, and see her daily until quite late, and i started to call her, mommy, while she say, naughty daddy..

second month, she missed her period again, im accepted the fact that i will become a father, preparing to tell her family and mine, and checking my back balance for marriage, and learning how to become a good father and husband...
so on the end of 2nd mth, she request me to get her a pregnancy kit to test, when i finish working before going to pick her up.
an when im buying her pregnancy kit, suddenly she called,

and she say, dear can you buy the..............................

This post has been edited by xingai: Jul 30 2012, 03:30 PM

gosh, this is like chinese drama...and btw, if she is rich, why do u have to buy her stuff? Anyway, u shouldv'e hidden ur "stuff" properly...those things are quite sensitive to certain ppl....i would say that she shouldn't slap u but u deserve it...lol no offence, i just find it funny

no bro, my story is about my first Ex, not my current one, current one is the one rich and smart, and i stop watch porn already actually, last time still young, very horny ma..

The most romantic thing I can think of is that to grow old with you together.

Loving Like A Dream

Here I sit, thinking only of you
Wondering what is to become of us
Understanding all you have been through
Hoping to slowly gain your trust
My heart aches for you, and also I yearn
I want to understand you
In hopes that I will learn
Your unique and special qualities amaze me
Your smile
Your mind
Your voice and its beautiful sound
Your eyes
Your hair
Your ability to cheer me up
When you see that I am down
My feelings for you go beyond that of words
And at first it didn't seem real
But that just taught me a lesson
In doubting what I feel
It seems I dreamed you into life
And the reason for my stare
The bluest sky
The deepest sea
Don't even compare
You're so very special in every single way
And thoughts of you
Run through my head
Every hour of the day
I hope that you will understand
Just how I feel about you
I want to be your guiding hand
For all that you go through

agree yeah...
not a failure guys
ME GUSTA


Attached image(s)

the birds flocks up into the sky at evening
its tick-tock-tick-tock drop of the rain, but they keep flying
wind blows chill, and its going to rain
watching thunderous clouds as it washing away my pain

hope is wasting of time
if you're launch a unfaithful crime
hope is for all the losers
because cheaters is all winners

I'm going to watch this rain
wash away my pain
unrequited love is waiting game
and waiting will bring you to shame

Dear someone ( hope u will read this)

U are always in my heart and May God Bless You

" Somewhere someone is thinking of you. Someone is calling u an angel.
This person is using celestial colors to paint ur image .
Someone is making u into a vision so beautiful that it can only live in the mind.
Someone is thinking of the way your breath escapes your lips when u are touched.
How ur eyes close and ur jaw tightens with concentration as u give pleasure a home.
These thought are saving a life somewhere right now.
In some airless apartment on a dark, urine stained, whore lined street,
Someone is calling out to u silently and u are answering without even being there.
So crystalline. So pure. Such life saving power when u smile.
U will never know how u have cauterized my wounds.
So that we will never touch. How it hurts me to know that i will 
never be able to give u everything i have"

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Added on August 31, 2012, 12:43 am

This post has been edited by c4non: Aug 31 2012, 12:43 AM

Part 4

Can you buy the sanitary pad for me ? please choose the small with wings, its more confortable, if dont have, you can simply take those small small packs, like kotex or etc.( i rmb durex only)

So, i end up getting her a sanitary pad, and nv suspect anything to happen, because she dont want to do the pregnancy test...

Fast forward a little, i reach her home, give her a call , and waited her for about 30minutes (the first time she is this quick)

and then.....

She: Dear, im happy you treated me so good this period of time....i love you..
Me: Honey, i should, we are getting married right ? if you are worried , dont be afraid, im here, always, even you request for a cup of coffee at night, i will drive all the way to you for a hot and delicious coffee.

She: u sure u r so in love with me ?
Me: of course, more than anyone i even cared, and we going to be parents soon, half year pass really quick you know?

She: you really dont know ? are you that dumb ?
Me: why ? honey i did everything you want ok ? i even buy the sanitary pad for you, when the cashier see me holding it, she shyly asked "is this for your gf ?" "No Its for my wife" i answered.

She: my gosh, dear what is sanitary pad is use for ?
Me: Period, i know that well ok ?

She: I got my period.
Me: It donts means anything right ?

She: i got period, darling, im not pregnant.
Me: WHAT!!!! *(*#)@#*%()(#)%@

My World of Being a Good Loving Amazing Father.........crushed in a second, everything gone.... my Alicia, My Patricia....no!!

That is the most terrible day i suffered....i lost my child, my dream, as well my everything that im doing and working hard for....

and so for this 1 whole month, i never meet my gf (trauma, she make my kid loss you know ?)


One day, she come to my house and look for me, and waited me inside my room, while as usual, she will go through my msn, fb, friendster, documents, as well some of my receipts, bills etc and see anything suspicious.
and out of luck she found out i have a pack of condom that not use yet. and she send me a sms written "If you can come home early, i'll prepare a box of condom and let you use everything in 24 hours"

out of sudden, with my down emotion, "I dont want to have sex with you, i dont feel good about this all actually, like, you know, i lost my child..." i replied.

she was so angry, throw my laptop on the floor, ruined my room, and also wreck my 50" Flat TV in living room....and she left the house like this....

When im home, i see all the havoc created, and im angry, im really really angry...out of sudden, i just settle down everything and tell my parents, im having fun playing test throwing with a cup, out of sudden i lose grip, whole cup fly to the tv, sorry mom...get a good scolding, and im rushing to drive to her home...

When i reach he home, i never called, i directly go up to the floor she stay, press the bell, and there she goes, her sister called her, sis your friend is here! "im her bf you stupid sister"

with an angry face, she come out, and say i got nothing important to see her, so i tell her, lets go for a meal because im hungry, and she take it as, i never go home yet.

So when we reach the car, i drove to a quite secluded spot,and show her a dress i recently bought....

She is commenting and keep on doing much of the pretentious attitude, until i cannot hold back...

I actually raped her, im my car, without tinted or any thing to block, her shirt , skirts, panty and bra, all teared off....

and so, this girl become obedient for the next 6 month.....

TBC

HELPLESS LOVE

Once upon a time all feelings and emotions went to a coastal island for a vacation. According to their nature, each was having a good time. Suddenly, a warning of an impending storm was announced and everyone was advised to evacuate the island.

The announcement caused sudden panic. All rushed to their boats. Even damaged boats were quickly repaired and commissioned for duty.

Yet, Love did not wish to flee quickly. There was so much to do. But as the clouds darkened, Love realised it was time to leave. Alas, there were no boats to spare. Love looked around with hope.

Just then Prosperity passed by in a luxurious boat. Love shouted, “Prosperity, could you please take me in your boat?”

“No,” replied Prosperity, “my boat is full of precious possessions, gold and silver. There is no place for you.”

A little later Vanity came by in a beautiful boat. Again Love shouted, “Could you help me, Vanity? I am stranded and need a lift. Please take me with you.”

Vanity responded haughtily, “No, I cannot take you with me. My boat will get soiled with your muddy feet.”

Sorrow passed by after some time. Again, Love asked for help. But it was to no avail. “No, I cannot take you with me. I am so sad. I want to be by myself.”

When Happiness passed by a few minutes later, Love again called for help. But Happiness was so happy that it did not look around, hardly concerned about anyone.

Love was growing restless and dejected. Just then somebody called out, “Come Love, I will take you with me.” Love did not know who was being so magnanimous, but jumped on to the boat, greatly relieved that she would reach a safe place.

On getting off the boat, Love met Knowledge. Puzzled, Love inquired, “Knowledge, do you know who so generously gave me a lift just when no one else wished to help?”

Knowledge smiled, “Oh, that was Time.”

“And why would Time stop to pick me and take me to safety?” Love wondered.

Knowledge smiled with deep wisdom and replied, “Because only Time knows your true greatness and what you are capable of. Only Love can bring peace and great happiness in this world.”

“The important message is that when we are prosperous, we overlook love. When we feel important, we forget love. Even in happiness and sorrow we forget love. Only with time do we realize the importance of love. Why wait that long? Why not make love a part of your life today?”

Author Unknown

Why she is giving you for 24 hours for everything u dont want but u rape her in the car for? did u even kissed her during the rape?

I found out puppy love is guys who likes girls who are hot and pretty means they like to spend lots of money, fail in studies.

Well relationship is about trust among the boy and the girl...

love is when friendship between you and me are on fire

actually im replying her that im not in the mood for that, and she get angry, so she end up damage my laptop, my home tv, etc etc...
most important, 1 of my trophy (made from glass)

had been cracked....

that is my most valueble trophy in my life....

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Added on September 3, 2012, 2:41 pm~Part 5~

After the incident of having sex with my gf in the car, she end up being a really obedient girl, try imagine, those that you say girl come, she will come over and wait you talk..

for this long of relationship, finally i feel a peace in my life, because she is not making trouble to me anymore, as im busy with my own business, my own job, as well my own things that i required to take care.
meanwhile, she too had herself a job, and start working for her own pocket money, while still naughty once a while, but she become more considerate, in handling my temper, because she worried i will be such
animal again if she make me angry..

Meanwhile, i landed myself a job as an instructor, and start teaching few students, slowly, my class become more and more packed, but of well, for an income of rm11k per mth , this is a good job rite ?
and thx to my gf, her totally good girl behavior now is very loving, less shopping, more sex, more cuddling, and even more ,she did agree to stay with me, anytime i request, as the proof she is my women.
But actually, this is the beginning of my nightmare...

Once she is in my home staying, and getting herself a course to study, she started to request me to help her in her studies, being a simple minded person, i agreed and sponsor 50% for her studies, as well getting her an alza as her transport. For every semester, she actually required me to pay around rm7k (her studies got 5sem , each sem cost about 5k and the alza, i choose to pay rm1.4k per mth, installment only for 5year.
being a good girl, well, of course i sponsor her quite alot of things, included her project cost, her pocket money, and dont forget, condoms and lubricants for our daily stressful sexlife...

one day...

She: My holiday is coming soon.
Me: So where r we going ? u wanna go for a trip ?

She: Lets Go Melacca and National Zoo.
Me: U want the monkeys to take care of you ?

She: i got 1 gorila here, no worries.
Me: i got no bulu la...

She: you dun shave ma got lor...nehhh....there ^^
Me: Sot der you, im going back to work, make sure you behave yourself.

She: Yes Master...i will get naked so master come back can release stress ok ?

So, the day end with im back to my job, while she continue doing her studies and other related stuffs. A Week later if not wrong, her friend invited her to Clubbing together, Being a busy person, i reject the offer but allow my gf to follow them for the night, because from a few guys there, 2 of them is my friends, and know im thinking to get married to her already, so they will take care my gf for me. But well, having a friend doesnt means your gf will behave herself, especially with alcohol, smokes, musics, even nerds will become LMFAO in an hour..

So My gf meet her this friend, which is her classmates during secondary, this guy, lets call him J. J just return from NZ, and he actually looking for his ex classmates for a drink, but so coincidence they meet each other in the club, so my gf take a shortwhile with J to have a talk, and later, J fetch her home, but my gf never tell him that the home is actually mine. Fast Forward for a few weeks later, its December, my birthday over and christmas is coming soon, so my gf, as part of the performer for christmas, is participating in entertaining the crowd in genting, but im busy with my own thing, so i reject the request of being there with my gf. And thats the beginning of my Disastrous Life. J is actually went to genting to see my gf perform, and even accompany her for the whole night, until my gf return from genting 3 days later...

while the first this i meet my gf, of course i strip her naked(sex is our main thing when we are together) , so i found out that, my gf ahem got a different feeling already, and she as well resisted me when im stripping her, so this means ? im angry, and confused, why would a J fella that see her back for less than a month, can have her and everything, with anger, i kick my gf from the bed, and fetch her home immedietely.

Due to anger and confusing mind, i acually give up alot of my own career and gone into a very bad state, while im gf (now Ex) is having fun clubbing everyday, becoming an alcoholic, and also , spend time with friends much more than i do.

after 13month of cooling down, and seeing myself back in track, i stand up and work again, but for me, everything now in life, is a different stories already....
what i ever achieved last time, is gone directly, included my alza that i bought, is stolen when she forget to lock the car.

TBC with another story, my 2nd gf.

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Added on September 3, 2012, 2:42 pm~Part 5~

After the incident of having sex with my gf in the car, she end up being a really obedient girl, try imagine, those that you say girl come, she will come over and wait you talk..

for this long of relationship, finally i feel a peace in my life, because she is not making trouble to me anymore, as im busy with my own business, my own job, as well my own things that i required to take care.
meanwhile, she too had herself a job, and start working for her own pocket money, while still naughty once a while, but she become more considerate, in handling my temper, because she worried i will be such
animal again if she make me angry..

Meanwhile, i landed myself a job as an instructor, and start teaching few students, slowly, my class become more and more packed, but of well, for an income of rm11k per mth , this is a good job rite ?
and thx to my gf, her totally good girl behavior now is very loving, less shopping, more sex, more cuddling, and even more ,she did agree to stay with me, anytime i request, as the proof she is my women.
But actually, this is the beginning of my nightmare...

Once she is in my home staying, and getting herself a course to study, she started to request me to help her in her studies, being a simple minded person, i agreed and sponsor 50% for her studies, as well getting her an alza as her transport. For every semester, she actually required me to pay around rm7k (her studies got 5sem , each sem cost about 5k and the alza, i choose to pay rm1.4k per mth, installment only for 5year.
being a good girl, well, of course i sponsor her quite alot of things, included her project cost, her pocket money, and dont forget, condoms and lubricants for our daily stressful sexlife...

one day...

She: My holiday is coming soon.
Me: So where r we going ? u wanna go for a trip ?

She: Lets Go Melacca and National Zoo.
Me: U want the monkeys to take care of you ?

She: i got 1 gorila here, no worries.
Me: i got no bulu la...

She: you dun shave ma got lor...nehhh....there ^^
Me: Sot der you, im going back to work, make sure you behave yourself.

She: Yes Master...i will get naked so master come back can release stress ok ?

So, the day end with im back to my job, while she continue doing her studies and other related stuffs. A Week later if not wrong, her friend invited her to Clubbing together, Being a busy person, i reject the offer but allow my gf to follow them for the night, because from a few guys there, 2 of them is my friends, and know im thinking to get married to her already, so they will take care my gf for me. But well, having a friend doesnt means your gf will behave herself, especially with alcohol, smokes, musics, even nerds will become LMFAO in an hour..

So My gf meet her this friend, which is her classmates during secondary, this guy, lets call him J. J just return from NZ, and he actually looking for his ex classmates for a drink, but so coincidence they meet each other in the club, so my gf take a shortwhile with J to have a talk, and later, J fetch her home, but my gf never tell him that the home is actually mine. Fast Forward for a few weeks later, its December, my birthday over and christmas is coming soon, so my gf, as part of the performer for christmas, is participating in entertaining the crowd in genting, but im busy with my own thing, so i reject the request of being there with my gf. And thats the beginning of my Disastrous Life. J is actually went to genting to see my gf perform, and even accompany her for the whole night, until my gf return from genting 3 days later...

while the first this i meet my gf, of course i strip her naked(sex is our main thing when we are together) , so i found out that, my gf ahem got a different feeling already, and she as well resisted me when im stripping her, so this means ? im angry, and confused, why would a J fella that see her back for less than a month, can have her and everything, with anger, i kick my gf from the bed, and fetch her home immedietely.

Due to anger and confusing mind, i acually give up alot of my own career and gone into a very bad state, while im gf (now Ex) is having fun clubbing everyday, becoming an alcoholic, and also , spend time with friends much more than i do.

after 13month of cooling down, and seeing myself back in track, i stand up and work again, but for me, everything now in life, is a different stories already....
what i ever achieved last time, is gone directly, included my alza that i bought, is stolen when she forget to lock the car.

TBC with another story, my 2nd gf.

This post has been edited by xingai: Sep 3 2012, 02:42 PM

I’ve learned-
that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is be someone who can be loved. The rest is up to them.

I’ve learned-
that no matter how much I care, some people just don’t care back.

I’ve learned-
that it takes years to build up trust, and only seconds to destroy it.

I’ve learned-
that no matter how good a friend is, they’re going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that.

I’ve learned-
that it’s not what you have in your life but who you have in your life that counts.

I’ve learned-
that you should never ruin an apology with an excuse.

I’ve learned-
that you can get by on charm for about fifteen minutes. After that, you’d better know something.

I’ve learned-
that you shouldn’t compare yourself to the best others can do.

I’ve learned-
that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life.

I’ve learned-
that it’s taking me a long time to become the person I want to be.

I’ve learned-
that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them.

I’ve learned-
that you can keep going long after you can’t.

I’ve learned-
that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel.

I’ve learned-
that either you control your attitude or it controls you.

I’ve learned-
that regardless of how hot and steamy a relationship is at first, the passion fades and there had better be something else to take its place.

I’ve learned-
that heroes are the people who do what has to be done when it needs to be done, regardless of the consequences.

I’ve learned-
that money is a lousy way of keeping score.

I’ve learned-
that my best friend and I can do anything or nothing and have the best time.

I’ve learned-
that sometimes the people you expect to kick you when you’re down will be the ones to help you get back up.

I’ve learned-
that sometimes when I’m angry I have the right to be angry, but that doesn’t give me the right to be cruel.

I’ve learned-
that true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love.

I’ve learned-
that just because someone doesn’t love you the way you want them to doesn’t mean they don’t love you with all they have.

I’ve learned-
that maturity has more to do with what types of experiences you’ve had and what you’ve learned from them and less to do with how many birthdays you’ve celebrated.

I’ve learned-
that you should never tell a child their dreams are unlikely or outlandish. Few things are more humiliating, and what a tragedy it would be if they believed it.

I’ve learned-
that your family won’t always be there for you. It may seem funny, but people you aren’t related to can take care of you and love you and teach you to trust people again. Families aren’t biological.

I’ve learned-
that it isn’t always enough to be forgiven by others. Sometimes you are to learn to forgive yourself.

I’ve learned-
that no matter how bad your heart is broken the world doesn’t stop for your grief.

I’ve learned-
that our background and circumstances may have influenced who we are, but we are responsible for who we become.

I’ve learned-
that a rich person is not the one who has the most, but is one who needs the least.

I’ve learned-
that just because two people argue, it doesn’t mean they don’t love each other. And just because they don’t argue, it doesn’t mean they do.

I’ve learned-
that we don’t have to change friends if we understand that friends change.

I’ve learned-
that you shouldn’t be so eager to find out a secret. It could change your life forever.

I’ve learned-
that two people can look at the exact same thing and see something totally different.

I’ve learned-
that no matter how you try to protect your children, they will eventually get hurt and you will hurt in the process.

I’ve learned-
that even when you think you have no more to give, when a friend cries out to you, you will find the strength to help.

I’ve learned-
that credentials on the wall do not make you a decent human being.

I’ve learned-
that the people you care about most in life are taken from you too soon.

I’ve learned-
that it’s hard to determine where to draw the line between being nice and not hurting people’s feelings, and standing up for what you believe.

I’ve learned-
that people will forget what you said, and people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel.

By Omer B. Washington

You don't need to express feeling in long words...
All I need to say is...
I've learned to be, or not to be
(Hope u guys know what I mean)