4 years of relationship is deep and lots of commitment onto it already. but i couldn't accept a relationship without certain level of intimacy... heck its 4 years already!!! its not tat we are staying far apart or any distance realationship, for god sake we are staying together and in the same room! i feel like i'm so divine and holy for keeping my didi under my pants on such circumstances for 4 years... all just because i duwan to hurt her feelings...