hi im new here, i dont know where to ask so decide to post a thread here.

Its bout my bf, he 20 and i 19 this year, we been together for 6 months, he treat me really good all time, whenever i tell my friend about how my bf treat me they would jealous to me. However, i did not tell them one thing

My bf treat me good usually, but when we stay together in a room and kiss, at first its sweet kiss, but then his hand will start to move around my body afterwards.Not saying i hate it because his hand itchy,but whenever he do that i feel very weird and i dont know how to express that

At the beginning i feel not good, then i tell him that, he stop it in awhile, but continue after some time. i though i just not use to it, so i did not resist that time, but that weird feeling carry on until today.

There was few times when he trying to have sex with me, i did not reject at the beginning but when he almost doing it i was so scare then i ask him to stop it, and he really stop it. I think he quite respect me tat time. Although he sometimes will till do the same, but he will stop it if i dont wan. But i still thinking he should not like this.

Please i dont know to do to get rid of my thinking or how do i get use to it? I so confusing