ohh c'mon, if he is juz wanna eat you up, why the 'respect you and stopped' thingy means?

i'm in the same problem here, even worst act... me and my gf has been together for almost 5 years since we were secondary. i've tried to ask for sex since i was 18, she was 18 too, we were together for almost 6 months like TS. ok, i was too 'newbie' to sex thingy and she stopped me for further intercourse. of course i stopped, she is definitely my type of girl and i do really really love her, what can i said? i don't even ask her any time limit or any T&C in order to complete the intercourse with her, i hoped everything goes naturally.

time goes by, i've tried to talk to her, rejected by her over and over, we've come to the point where we treated our intimacy as to get rid of our needs(service each others by hands). of course i'm not happy with this, but what can i do? thats what she ever wants, nothing more... 1 year, 2 years, 3 years have passed, we've been through a lot together, and i love her more and more, but i feel incomplete in our relationship.

i'm feeling our relationship is having downfall day by day, i'm willing to have further intimacy with her everytime i met her but she just rejects me as usual. and there is one time i ask her, will you ever having sex with me? she answered "are you kidding? thats not gonna happen". disappointment has turned into frustration. 4 years have passed and i'm pretty sure she is the one that i love, but i'm feeling like a stupid getting rejected all the time like she has already get used to it and i juz need to face it?

ok, lets be fair, IF i wanted to give up on such relationship, am i still consider a 'bad guy' or 'just trying to eat her' ?