so long i din enter tis thread bcuz i tot the prob has been solved..but now things has change...last sunday my bf wanted 2 break off with me..den of cos im not willing 2 do so..i cried beg him try 2 talk him through wit him but he dun even react 2 wat i did..(i never cried b4 so much in my whole life..i nvr beg ppl b4 aso)den on tues wen i decide to let him go cuz he cried wen he call me n told me that he change him mind cuz he cant imagine life without me wen he took a look at those letters i wrote 2 him last time...den i tot everything is ok...we were back 2geta again..but the nex day..in the morning..means 2day...he sms me again.saying he is confuse between both of us...he is makin me so painful..so painful that i cant even bear it anymore... den i jus giv him time 2 think about it whether he stil wants 2 be wit me anot..in the evening i met him..we talked bout it n were back 2geta in each other arms..den i question him y he can do this 2 hurt me if he rely love me so much..den he say that the gal i was talking about..(that ashole)he say he was touched by her cuz she buy cough medicine 4 him(he is having cough)..but at 1st he dun 1 2 tel me y he hurt me like that..until i make him told me this..i was like.."ping pang" glass pecah al over(my heart)he say he aso love that gal..he say he duno y he love her,mayb sumtin new..my heart more pecah....but he say he choose me cuz he noe he loves me more..i think the gal's strategy rely works...i tot my bf is diff from other guys..1 that who wil not cheat on me..one that wil love me always..cuz in these 4 years..i really feel very happy with him..until sunday...now i realize al guys r the same,have the habit of cheating..(mayb sum good ones r stil out there i duno)i stil love him very very much...i stil 1 2 be wit him..wen he ask me ist worth it i do lik that.i say yes,he cried 2...he say i treat him 2 wel...n tis jus happen...help me..im feel so weak right now...i duno wat am i thinkin...

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Added on May 28, 2008, 10:06 pmwat i say in my 1st post is totally opposite of wat i tot he would be...i tot i was having a happy n good relationship.......but everything is so wrong now...wat i did until i deserve this painful punishment......y the gal is so cruel...y my bf wil like her....y am i so stupid.......y y y.......yyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.......

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Added on May 28, 2008, 10:34 pmplease any1 who c wat i wrote now...please i need sum1  2 talk 2...im very very sad...i have been crying 4 4days non-stop..my eyes is like swolen like hell..i need sum1 2 hug...