Dude, I cant speak for you but I can tell you what I did after a very long while of being depressed.

The medications help to stem your emotions but not your thoughts. It feels good after awhile, but I felt it stemmed my abilities for free thought.

Lets see, I was on it for a month but I tapped of the dosage and did self monitoring and logged everything.

One day I just decided to 'do' something. Dusted off my running shoes, packed minimally (water, cam) and ran intervals.

speed walk 10m then sprint 10m, I was doped after awhile. now the trick here is the minimal part, I didnt bring cash so I cant grab a cab back which would force me to either walk back or crawl back lol.

it felt so good, i did again the following day. expanded my workout program to free weights.

my primary goal, to increase my dopamine levels.

No, I dont think I am out of the woods yet. lol. and running is something I dont normally do.

FREE YOUR MIND!