Yep coming this friday. But also doing self reflection these few days. Whether i should continue or cut off

Already did, in a clear and direct but kind way. Hurts her also pains me.

But this the only way, I have to be honest with myself.

Very common in dating market, some matched i like her but she rejected me. Sometimes for this my case I'm sorry
You too always focus yourself as priority , fitness, intellectual, finance ,friends, family.
Hope you you too get your dream guy soon

can relate , but somehow if you are seeing that guy, you will be glad to see him most the time. And you won't feel tired, for my case , I was meeting her once per week. but then honest with myself actually deep in my heart i don't wanna seeing her. I push myself up to 7th dates, only decided to tell her.

Actually my case  :I was not really honest with myself. After 1st -2nd date, I never reflect myself asking myself what things like about her. Then she is very forward of meeting me again next week. So i was like let's give it try 1 more, and then 1 more, and then 1 more. After 3rd date, i find it myself , why am i not so attracted her ? is it this is what dating feels like?, even everything was right. Deep down i was not physically attractive to her, so technically after 3rd date, every dates i show up is just to show face (like working). That explains.
in term of boredom is still fine, we both enjoy watching netflix and eat dinner together. Conversation is still fine with us.