Maybe

Also subconciously keep compare her to EX/GF 1, as she the one understand what i have in mind even though we so far away, she always act and talk mature. Its like adult talking to adult, can have proper discussion.

For sure she will forever in my heart till i scare to lose her photo when with her till i put her photo in my important triple backup flow. Now at night i try not to think of stuff that will make me remember of her.