Er i’m malay.
And i’m agnostic.
My gf (different race and religion) got no issue to convert.

As long as my father/happy that’s enough for me. You just got label islam in ur ic does not mean u need to practice it.

Its almost impossible to explain to religious people why u want to get out. Its like discussing with people that have a mental illness disease and delusion.

Or its just like u wakeup in the morning and then you realise that suddenly everyone around  you are zombies!

And its pointless to explain to them, instead just pretend ur zombie too and flow with them.

But you can just live urlife as usual, as non religious without they even need to know. You can sambut raya, every festival and be happy with ur family like usual.
No brainer, 0% stress.

All u need todo just feel pity to them, and hope they gonna get cure. 
P/S most politicians and royalty in Malaysian and arabs are agnostic or atheism too. The elite always first to know the truth than the sheep. Yet they still pretend they are religious for the sake of power.