lol i feel so useless de hahaa

uh oh.. nothign wrong with her... somethign wrong with the guy lolz

wat u mean falling out of love? tell us story la

she could be too busy with her own life to have time for u lol

my gf oso. lol so busy catching up with her friend sin NZ.. forgot about me already haha
oh well.. just let her enjoy lor

This post has been edited by dazzywazzy: Oct 2 2007, 02:47 PM

ai joshua.. why like that one..

but she's having her PMS gua.. so prolly she's just being the "normal moody girl" herself.. try talking again to her in a few days time lo..

emi.. i had skin allergy too when i was in melbourne suring summer.. u better go see a doc.. it may be a long term effect.. i found out i had eczema and psoraisis.. lol.. its a pain in the a$$! itchy but cannto scratch.. scratch it'll spread.. super sux! especially when i got it in summer.. super hot + super itchy = die! lucky doctor gave me this steroid cream.. gone in 5 days woots

might be food might not.. it could be just skin irritation due to weather or heat.. maybe its the soap u use.. or something new u are using.. or someone in ur house is using.. alot of factors.. but best see doc.. hehe

relax la. dont think so much.. settle ur own self first b4 u try to settle ur relationship prob.. study important.. lol

ah.. hows everyone here.. lol.. god damn i miss my girl.zz

i do ring her up.. but the prob is.. i dunno why my call card cannot get thru.. can dial can ring her phone but she cannot hear me.. but i can hear her.. zzz.. so no choice have to use my handphone to call her.. cuz only my handphone can get thru.. i oso dunno why like that.. zzz can only talk so little.. cuz the charges are just so expensive..

anyway.. one question.. out of topic but is it possible for a woman to raise a child without the presence of the child's father?

ask her to take a 5 min break to go out and buy med from a nearby pharmacist?

@ josh
dunno cuz my friend has this prob.. lol she's afraid that since the biological father is in another country and she doesnt want to be together with him.. she scared that her kid has a tough life.. with no dad.. then if she remarry.. how would her kid cope. whether that other guy will get along with her kid.. lol i oso pening.. how do i help her? i mean if she is not happy with that guy.. no point getting back together. but the kid needs a father? i dunno i oso pening

@ josh : she's 22 this year

@ koku : 2 hours.. i oso would drive to her and give her meds hehe.. too bad she is 1000 miles away from me now lol

argh.. i received a sms from my gf last night.. though she was telling me wat she did.. i feel that she's not being completely honest with me.. her msg was so weird and doesnt make sense at all.. maybe cuz she was drunk, but still it didnt make any sense at all.. ther were alot of unclear things that she mentioned.. i replied her msg with the why's and wats.. and i know she doesnt like me questioning and worrying about her cuz i promised her that i wouldnt be so paranoid that something is happening to her, and i broke it by questioning her.. i sent another msg saying i'm sorry for acting that way and i hope that she is not angry, and i feel that we should talk. but somehow i feel that there are certain things that she is not telling me

guys help me.

i dunno cuz sometimes when she goes out.. i call her she doesn tpick up.. maybe at the club noisy cannot hear.. so sometimes i call a few times and send her a few sms saying where are u? everything ok?

maybe i send her too many sms like that.. she feel i very "fan".. even when she is in msia also i'm like that when she goes out.. now she is in NZ i oso like that.. maybe i'm being over worried? but somehow i feel that there are things she's not telling me about.. which comes to 2 things.. either she doesnt want me to worry about her.. or there's something she is doing that i shouldnt know about

yea.. i realised that i've been doing too much smsing,, which is my fault.. she already replied me.. and yea.. i feel bad that i always feel this way.. i just cant help it.. lol..

so i have to try really really hard not to think too much

i trust her that she will not betray our relationship.. i'm more concerned about her condition.. cuz something happened to her a few days ago and i'm worried that the problem may bother her thru out the time she is there ntil she come back.. i'm worried about that la.. but since she says its ok.. then i have no choice but to trust her lo.. haih.. must learn to be less paranoid!

lol.. we haven't contacted her since she replied.. and she hasnt contacted me since then too.. i'm so tempted to call her and talk to her.. but i feel that i shouldnt .. and just wait for her to "miss" me then she takes the initiative to call me.. right? lol

@crossfire

i'm not waiting for her la.. i think i should just give her some space to hang out with her friends.. after all after that she wont be seeing them again for a long time while she'll be back here spending time with me.. so i wont say i'm not waiting.. but i'll just think that she wont be msging or calling me for the next 2-3 days la.. so just do my own things lor.. hehe.. thats the only ting i can do right now.. i shouldnt call her or msg her.. so i dont annoy her anymore than i already did yesterday.. no choice lo.. just be patient.. anyway my mom found out about us.. and she's very disappointed about my choice in girls.. lol.. oh well dun care la.. i love her very much.. hehe

lol.. i've done it now.. my mom found out about us.. and she is very disappointed about my choice in a gf.. sigh.. now my mom is so angry.. zzz and my gf is still overseas and she doesnt know about wat happened.. my mom wants us to break up.. i dunno wat to do

she wants us to break up.. cuz.. my gf is a single parent.. and my mom thinks she is not suitable for me.. and that i'm very stupid for choosing such a girl.. well she didnt really say break up.. but she say why must i always "kik" her..

aih.. now i regret telling my mom.. i dunno why i told her also.. maybe cuz my gf is away and i felt lonely and i wanted to be close to my family at the same time. i dunno wat made me do it.. as i tlaked.. i talked more and more and things i shouldnt have.. now my mom has a very very bad impression abuout her.. and my mom has high blood pressure.. and because of wat i say.. i sorta.. got her into a bad situation.. sigh.. i feel so regretful doing wat i did..

now i'm stuck in between.. there's still 2 more weeks b4 my gf comes back.. i dunno wat to do..i dont know how i feel.. sigh

haih my mom doesnt like because

1) social problems.. lets say.. we do get along really well.. and we decide to get married.. then got alot of problems.. like when we have our own kids.. her first child will ask why everyone elses surname is different.. 2 is whether i can love him as much as i love my own children, 3 is how is she going to explain to my grandma, my relatives that i have chosen such a girl --> she wants face

2) seeing that my gf is raised in a western country, my mom feels that she is very liberal and open minded about sex, and a girl is not suppose to be like that.. therefore not a good girl.. and my mom doesn tlike the way she handles her self with the problems she is currently facing.. cuz after all she is still young.. and she's from a broken family, so there are certain things she that she does.. still immature la.. and still abit irresponsible

so for me.. i believe we are still young.. i dunno if we're meant for each other.. but i do wanna give us a chance to find that out.. i mean.. ppl can change.. i dunno its up to my gf to change her ways but even if she does change.. my mom still dont accept is because she has an xtra baggage <-- i believe thats the main reason why she does not approve

i still havent told my gf about it.. waiting for her to come back.. now i dunno if i should tell her about it when she comes back.. or i should just keep quiet about it.. if i tell her.. i have a feeling she will break up with me.. without trying to work things out.. lol.. aahh help /cry