I thought of hobbies to do, recently just registered a kayak event from Langkawi to Kuala Perlis.
I thought i`d give it a shot. now getting in shape for it
Yeah, I`d sometimes ask myself, what the hell am I doing here. As always, as a young guy before graduate, we`d always thought the world was all sunshine and rainbows.
As we progress in life, we`d accept the harsh reality working in malaysia.

I`d even considered to migrate, as did my brother. now earning handsome salary in the EU. Before I could consider that, I believe i`d just have to graduate my degree 1st.
Thanks for the feedback, Maybe passion is what i`m lacking. who knows. 
I think so too, maybe in the 1st place, i just set a medium term goal, and that`s it. i`ve already reached it then now i`m blank on what next. could be so 
I got married when I was 23. Yes, all the expenses came from me. Not a grand wedding. all in less than 12k in 2012. and only one majlis.
I started saving money since my univ days, it`s just a habit of mine, I also make some money here and there, like selling phones, motorbike, cars. for example i sold a 4x4 and made 5k. the owner said he wanted a certain amount of money and that`s it, anything more, I could take it. So i sold that 4x4 and made 5k. i`d also buy 2nd hand bikes for like 2k, then sell it for 3k, 1k profit there. i`d repair student computers, printing service at my room etc. Usually I just try things out.