If i told you that i've walked in your shoes before, but yet i did not allow the bitterness to consume me would you listen?
Would you really listen or have you already decided in your head that you will no longer listen?

I know exactly how you feel, you gave everything - everything and if she asked for you life, you'd give it too wouldn't you?
Yet when things were going well, and you really thought that it was mutual - one fine day you got cut off and casted away.

No reason. No explanations. Just questions in your head wondering what the **** you did wrong, or what did you say, or what you didn't do to result in this?

Am I close to home Evangelistica?

In closing, Hate only destroys the vessel that which it is contained in, not the object that it is directed to.

It's normal for us as humans to justify our actions. No sane person likes to be wrong or be perceived wrong. It isn't my position to say what is right nor wrong, yet my question to you would be, could you have taken another choice than the one you took?

Yes, nothing can be done to undo the past - yet the future and today is still 'mold-able' for lack of better word. Given a choice, would you opt to perhaps make a different decision?

I do believe that deep inside a little part of you acknowledges that in this world of 6 billion people, divide half into women leaving 3 billion males (approximately) there are other males whom experienced similar if not exactly the same experiences you went through.
How did they cope with it?

Hitting the ball closer to home, this isn't just a male exclusively thing. Females also can and have suffered the same type of treatment. How did they cope with it?
Is vengeance really worth it? For what gains Evangelistica, for what gains - vengeance?
Self satisfaction? The pride of life?

The old saying goes, pride comes before a fall - and pride and ego is a byproduct or result of your testosterone hormone. Yes, your pride was injured, your heart broken, your joy taken away, your dreams shattered, your hopes dashed and your feelings betrayed.

But so were the numerous other males and females out of the 6 billion population on this earth.

If others whom were as broken as you were could make different choices, you too have equal chance of making those choices, the deciding factor is whether or not you wish to make that decision?

Are you?

May i interest you to the second line of my signature?