i don't know how old you are but i am 30 this year. I have been single for about 4 years now.... why? cuz i am searching for the right one at the right time. My mom keeps on asking me "When are you getting a GF?said her. I am 60 already, she thought" and i am the only child she's got.
No point wasting the time sulking why haven't i get my other half while most of my friends are getting happily married. There is always a better way of life.
Sometimes one think negatively without knowing it and thus you'll keep attracting the negative things into your life.

and to you, she might seem like an angel... but to others she might not be... i've seen many pretty girls is with some fagots but at least they are happy. I believe in your thoughts that if you see a pretty girl and you just knew her not long, you would be thinking that she deserves someone more handsome/smarter than you.... and yes... thats just about it... if everyone think the same like you, then she would have no one....

A girl would go for the faith that the guys have. not the other way round. If its the other way round, it would not be love... it would be PITY...or SYMPATHY...

Edison did failed in his research for 999 times and succeeded 1 time(electricity)... if he had gave up, you wouldn't have electricity... So, what are his thoughts?
he didn't failed... he just found 999 times that didn't work.

so, ask yourself... how many girls have you wooed? 1? start learning... you might find some very interesting fact about ladies...

then you are not worth for any girls at all. end of story... Define love.... there are 3 kinds of love you know...

1st kind is Mothers love for their child as their child needed them more than they know it.

2nd kind of love is sibling love... its sort of like care for each other...

3rd kind is couple love.... don't need to say more...

you might have mistaken the 2nd for the 3rd...

pui!! i look down on you. pui!!! pui!!! pui!!!

saying wasting your time and money... face yourself la... how much you have to be wasted? and as for time... from your post, i can feel that you are still young.... which means your journey has just begun.... EXCUSES given by yourself to yourself.

Pui!! PUi!!! puuuiii!!!
it makes me piss of by knowing you did that to her or even more piss off in future if i get to know more..

Tatsumaki, i agreed with you... How would you know we didn't go through what you've been through? I would say that it is part of life.

now you are talking.... being devil himself have nothing wrong... but being devil to someone that you used to care about is another...