chill ur at an age where ur searching for yourself.
carry on doing what u love doing (hobbies outings and stuff) and dont be alone all the time.

look forward to tomorrow and the day after and aim to achieve stuff in life. what u always wanted to do, where u always wanted to go etc etc.

ive been thru ur phase and found myself when i was 17yrs old. now im 21 living a happy life (without a gf or many friends as well)

made peace with my dark side long time ago hahah