wow i never knew that you had so much anger all the more ppl shouldnt listen to you at all and you have wasted ppls time again and again , its ok i cant do anything to a person who doesnt wanna change,no wonder the girl is scared of you

The things u say in anger could be the thngs u hav done to yourself . Forgive n love urself ok dont cut ur own wrist

didn't even read the small boy pej1990 posting.

small boy with no experience.

so stupid, how can he advise TS to give up. Go after girls, must pursue this is how it is about.

Pej1990 got not qualified to even give advice.

wahahahaha, Pej must be butthurt, answer my post 3 times.

So homo one...this Pej, he must be crazy about me. Cannot get girl, now want to target guy. Even Achik also don;t want you.

hey maybe Pej1990 is a snail...those earthworm, make love to himself....or with his female troll account Love 8. Now Pej1990 soil his body no longer holy (with himself), but he want church girls.

hahahahahaha.

Go cut your wrist lah Pej...no girl want you lah...loser.

This post has been edited by Dharma123: Apr 29 2014, 07:16 PM

Yes I am Pej1990.








Dharma and pej please take your retardness and rivalry elsewhere. Inb4 I summon se7en or any gold tags to confirm Pej1990 is me.

This post has been edited by Love6: Apr 30 2014, 02:20 AM

Wow so much anger in you please look to god for peace and go to church more i shall pray for peace for you, with so much anger u might have a stroke dharma please seek professional help for ur anger ok

oh no, the twins Pej1990 and Love8 BUTTHURT

hahaha.

i don't read postings of 10 year old.

Pej 1990 provides childlish advice, guy interested in girl...go try lah..but Pej1990 scared of failure so he tries to reflect his failures to TS.

TS be a winner, don't be a whinner loser like Pej1990 aka Love8

dunno lah.. its been a week since i last read this topic i posted.. read the replies from u guys.. Felt like moving on.. not so dreamy like before.. i try to control as much as i can. Tried not to make it so obvious like before. But now i cant help it but to feel so much jealousy when i see her being close with other guys its wrong to feel that way, i know, but its just how my heart feels. haiyah... susah lah.

boleh je ayat tu buat bunyi ok skit.. ni tak.. buat hati aku terguris to the max inb4 butthurt kuat


thanks bro. thanks.. i dunno how many times want to get up again la. i had many experiences already.. and they all hurt.. i was never in a relationship before.. so sad.. so lonely.

but yeah, i know wat u mean.. will keep a positive mind about it.

Not sure what has been making you so angry all this while pls look to god .

Try not to put too much love on her..just follow the flow..In fact getting relation with colleague is not as easy as u think.

Play safe and always prepare for the worst..the more u invest, the more u hurt..good luck ts..

thanks2. I think now I'm a lot more careful with her. Still playful and cheerful but I'm taking it safe. Not inducing any heartfelt emotions.

UPDATE: I finally bought her that ice cream after so long. That one also becoz the night before shes been pestering me for it.

When I showed her what I had in my hands, she was kinda surprised ok la. at least she was happy.

but...butt... but..

even after being more cautious, now I find my jealousy over the roof when shes a bit friendly with other guys lololololol

And after all this u still have feelings fr her? Careful man dont fall into the trsp of losing urself

not that easy to just drop it off you know. moving on, but slowly.

Lately she complained to me..last sunday, she bought those Pocky sticks (she seem to love it so damn much) and then her brother curi the pack and whack everything.. She was so upset she cudnt get to eat it. So..

next morning, I got her those. When I met her at office, I asked her which flavor did her bro whack? She say choc. Nasib baik I already bought both strawberry and choc one hahah. I told her check out the drawer (coz i stashed it inside) And she opened she was surprisedd. That monday morning felt so good seeing her making that happy childish face Then I was thinking, coz I din want to make it obvious, I don't want her to know how hard was it to get it. Hopefully she wont ask where I got it from (coz i stopped at 3 fuel stations to look for it that monday monring) and then suddenly she ask! "Hey, where you bought this?" I be like, "errr from kedai la" and quickly brushed off the topic with another one. But anyways, she told me she can forgive her brother already. hahahah... coz i also kept telling her that its her brother also. And then she said she'll buy for me those Hello Panda ones. I just say, "cool"

Later that week, the whole team went to Tony Romas. That night.. aiya.. I make her merajuk kaw2. It was silly actually.. a misunderstanding.. dunno u guys want to know or not but il just spoiler it,


Next morning.. I came office early.. then she come in.. then... awkwardd... I damn takut want to ask her.. Afraid she'll brush me off again. But i try also la, ask about work related. then she reply like real malas wan to layan meh.. then i juz quiet onli la.. Later I met with client.. talk2 kok ... after that.. She talk to me again with her usual normal Friday mood! ok la. Pagi2 want me to listen to some Disney song lah, talk kok here talk kok that. I layan saja la. But I was glad her silent treatment was over And then after that she said this weird thing out of the blue. Macam, she din look at me, it wasnt like "eh <my name>! ...." ya know.. Like when u want to initiate a talk with someone u call their names first right.. she just said it, "I HATE YOUUUUU." So I look at her.. thinking whats up braah.. then onli she say I hate you <mah name>. I was like, "HEH?" But I din ask her anything.. Juz buat xtau. Must be becoz of last night.. But I din want to talk about it, since her mood damn good already.

So last night.. I whatsapp herr.. she had a gathering at her house, so she was telling me la. How she is a really good host lah, make sure everybody get what they want lah, etc. so I be like, "clap2 hands" then she told me to be a bit more sincere (like dont be sarcastic) and then she lol'ed. I told her la "y u always doubt my sincerity? dunno how else to show". She say, "because you always make that mata juling face at me. I damn terasa". And then.. I told her that i memang was joking onli. And then... I asked her about Tony incident.

Meh: Did I hurt ur feelings at Tony Romas that night? Can see that you were damn pissed.
Her: errm yeaa..
Meh: aiya.. I din mean it.. sorry. I was so takut. But I really joking onli. I'll never do that face to you again. I'll think of another way to reply to you.. HAHAHA. *put one cuteh cat photo*


ps: she hates cats

Soo.. then.. I quickly change topic sth else.. and then night night~

Ts wats your point?? Seems like u just told us a story of wat happened in work ini bukan kopitiam la. Seem she want ice cream n choc stick fr u

if u fed up with my story then no need read la.

Here is the only place i can share with people. Didn't expect someone so anti with losers like me.

Wat i meant is make a move now dun wait anymore write her amsg n ask her . Like u said u dun wanna fall into a trap but u r very close to doing so

oh.. well. I dont think thats ever going to happen

confirm 100% reject. Reject now, and theres another year to work together in the same team, awkward. Will never be the same again.

I'll only do so when I'm going to resign.. when theres nothing to lose.

i am damn pissed nowadays... i've been so effing jealous.. i have a good colleague in the same team along with her. i noticed... like.. she really likes to be playful with him.. sum more my colleague also chinese.. hotstuff... every now and then, call his name here his name there.. macam so damn kiddy like that... shit i cannot tahan.. i sit there i feel like going out when i see them so damn cheerful. like, .... aiihh.. dun wan to xplain so many... coz in the end you guys will bash me hahahaha... but yea.. seriously.. jealous to da max..

now mah colleague went for study leave.. suddenly she say juz now like she miss him la this that... i terus ignored her.. and then i also send her back home. sum more wanna pay parking ticket juz now talk about em... faaark... shit... faaarking shit i farking hate this feeling i mmg TOTALLY ignored her.. sorry.. yes im a loser, bash me kaw2. farrk..

shit la.. me n my colleague best buds at office.. but now i notice im acting a bit different towards him because of this.. susah la... shit la... i shud go dai

Whole opit only got 1 girl is it?

so its been a while.. heres an update, from last thursday..

It was 8pm, my team of 5 were about to leave the office. My boss and a senior went home first, while I, that senior girl i have a crush on, and another cockblocker junior were still around.

She asked me what time shall we go back? Becoz im the one sending her home. So I said 8.30 lah, and she was fine with it coz she had some work.

And then, the useless junior wanted to wait for us, for no reason. I was talking to myself like, "can u fucuk off?" but didnt have to coz my crush already halau the guy back hahahaha. So it was just the 2 of us.

Earlier that lunch, she used her card to pay for everyone. So I hutang her also la, about rm10 like that. And that night when we were both alone, she kept nagging about the debt. Asking when am i going to pay. And i was like "chill la". And then in a smaller voice she said,

"buy me dinner"

I asked la, "when" .. and then she quiet only. So I asked la if she hungry.

Her:"I feel like having some nuggets la"
Me: "Mcdonalds? U lapar x? wanna eat there? (in an attempt to secure a dinner date hahahahaha so called)
Her: nvmind la, later u have to wait for me
Me: its okay. I also lapar la.
Her: tapau la. I dun want to make u wait
Me: ala xpe. its okayy..

Then we went to Mcdonalds in KL sentral there. Suggested to her that we have 20 piece nuggets, and she just said okayy.

Then we sat down, ate together. And dunno what talk kok. Talk about her mom, talk about my mom. Talk about where to go after we resign, etc. Was a nice dinner.

As usual, it wasnt anything. Its just a dinner. She hungry, I hungry. so sorted lah. But it was a special thing to me. Coz rather than straight away go back home, she was fine with staying a bit to have dinner with me hahaha.

After about an hour half, then we go back.. in my car.. oh yeaa.. felt good.