i think i am really not a good person ectt.. try to do good thing, and keep silence on others bad behavior but 

honestly, last time when i ask my master to teach me in the most cruel ways, make a complete king of fighters, they give me nickname SHARK and the so many kids called me Son Goku.. i am not kidding.. my master said like my high spirit, extreme fierce energy but still lack on focus, really can feel somekind of hot steams out of my body, the internal fierce power come from my body especially my both hands, i think because my mind keep on remember black past history.. every night can't sleep thinking what kind of future that i will have one day.

what da heck i am doing.. it feel so weird when top company and top people in government agency really come down under my invitations, if they know who i am, i don't think they will accept my invitation.

i think god really exists, last time really like to share my knowledge in computer for free even setup open source club to spread the knowledge to all people, sharing the fun of computer science by free things, maybe that is one of the way god reply back my contribution towards the society, some of them still can remember me, i think i wanna cry, when i always can raise and build so many people from zero to be one of the best person in their career life.. but myself stuck in darkness, surrounded by so many selfish people.. sometime i don't understand why i can raise others to have their best ever performance in their life, but not myself who always encounter with devils under the mask of human being. 

you have good motives and start for what you're doing already

perhaps positioning from a view of your own; count the contribution and achievement you made from your own, not from others how to count your contribution and achievement.

Looking back is like to fight with your own shadow, you'd never win!

Blessing!

Jangan terpengaruh sangat dengan dakyah anime dan desufags, anda warisan negara, bukan watak komik yang hanya bermain di imaginasi yang difabrikasi untuk pasifikasi.

tak boleh nafi aku tengok banyak betul anime

now i must confess that i feel like a monster.. i feel like a monster, really wanna kill that 2 still alive devils 

Membunuh itu kesalahan yang besar, belum kira kesalahan dari segi agama lagi. Lagipun bunuh itu terlalu cepat, tak tercapai kepuasan dalam diri, takut terjebak sampai bunuh suku sakat famili si mati.

Kalau nak revenge, do it the right way, start planning to bypass them in any field possible, be it education, career and life. Use that anger to improve your skills in life and use it to make money. Duit itu penting, dengan duit anda boleh sekat 2 devils itu dari mencapai apa-apa pun. For example, bribe the boss of them 2 to fire them, hire gangster break their car windows every day and etc. Ada banyak boneka yang rela dikawal dalam dunia ni, dengan syarat anda boleh beri apa yang mereka mahu. Orang yang bijak tak akan kotorkan tangan mereka sendiri.

Nicely done there, but, OP is living in his fantasy world tak pasti bila dia nak kembali ke dunia nyata...

Must be two persons close to him...

there is no denying in it.

u must join me with the darkside.

' masakan begini!!'

If the dark power u seek, we can be good frens..

as a  fanatic Metallica fan...
i think wanna wear special shirt with special written words "KILL 'EM ALL" before really do the sniper headshots