i think i am really not a good person ectt.. try to do good thing, and keep silence on others bad behavior but 

honestly, last time when i ask my master to teach me in the most cruel ways, make a complete king of fighters, they give me nickname SHARK and the so many kids called me Son Goku.. i am not kidding.. my master said like my high spirit, extreme fierce energy but still lack on focus, really can feel somekind of hot steams out of my body, the internal fierce power come from my body especially my both hands, i think because my mind keep on remember black past history.. every night can't sleep thinking what kind of future that i will have one day.

what da heck i am doing.. it feel so weird when top company and top people in government agency really come down under my invitations, if they know who i am, i don't think they will accept my invitation.

i think god really exists, last time really like to share my knowledge in computer for free even setup open source club to spread the knowledge to all people, sharing the fun of computer science by free things, maybe that is one of the way god reply back my contribution towards the society, some of them still can remember me, i think i wanna cry, when i always can raise and build so many people from zero to be one of the best person in their career life.. but myself stuck in darkness, surrounded by so many selfish people.. sometime i don't understand why i can raise others to have their best ever performance in their life, but not myself who always encounter with devils under the mask of human being.