patient ya.. promise there would be update..

huai bin is not me lar..

that's coincidence

those are just the blog I read regularly only.. s was 35 ma..

there'll be update start from Sunday. u may just check on the tagline whether is more than update 10 or not then u know got update or not..

This post has been edited by Wakka8690: Jun 30 2012, 01:45 AM

why amend ur post, haven't read eh..

yeah, just back.. so sorry for not update till now. but the update would be posted after i finish type it.. just starting only..

sorry, i'll update it.. ohmai, so sleepy, haven't type all slept liao.. promise today 2 update..

yeah, update soon by today. so sorry ya for waiting so long..

1 of the night last week, we manage to have our dinner together. as usual I would fetch her at her apartment. That night, she were wearing white skirt that a little wide and slightly above knee. together v her light blue sleeveless blouse and her hair in pony tail, she look young and beautiful.. as mentioned b4, sandy was a woman with fashion sense, her dressing apparently showing that she did spend a lot of effort to make herself look better.. just like a lot of pipu like to say, there’re no fugly woman but lazy woman. though sandy wasn’t super pretty like those hot model or natural beauty type of woman, but she dress up herself decently and whenever I saw her, I felt like wanna draw closer to her..
After she enter passenger seat and b4 she settled down, I say,

Me: hey, u looked gorgeous..

after I end my compliment, I peck her cheek right away. She blushed apparently and speechless..

Me: so where u wanna have our dinner today?
S: hmm.. I no idea le, what do u think?

I used to be troublesome when lunching v a bunch of colleagues in deciding where to eat. but b4 drive to her place, I roughly figure out what we could have as our dinner as I don’t wanna let her feel that i’m not decisive enough.. I ask her,

Me: hmm.. do u have any preference? I feel like eating western food, what do u think?
S: western food sound good. oh my god! suddenly feel like eating jacket potato.. let’s go now!!

I laughed.. she was funny sometimes..

Me: alright, so we shall heading to victoria station that just a minute or 2 drive from here..
as we travel toward ttdi, we chat and I tend to lean closer to her whenever I listening to her as she spoke quite soft sometimes. as I listening to her, I lean closer v my right arm remain on the steering. her scent smell great, I really like it.. when we reach thr and got our car parked, we went in victoria station. we got ourselves for a 2 seat table and we sat face to face. we look at each other and remain eye contact as we talk. ohmai, i feel like we are a pair of couple now, but in fact we weren’t yet as there were doubts remain unclear between us. 1 of that is she haven’t consent abt my so called indirect propose on the night b4 which I mentioned at previous update, another 1 is her relationship v caleb. the feeling is just like it was so close, yet so far

throughout the dinner, no liquor had ordered.. time fly in a glance, without we even notice, it was close to 11pm already. We spoke non-stop for 2 hours plus!! After pay the bill, instead of heading back to her apartment, I suggest that we go for a drink as I wish to spend more time v her. think it’s been quite a while that we didn’t really sit down and talk. we drive to jln telawi and we walk into a bar that apparently got quite good ambience v soft music were played. This bar was quiet as only 1 table occupied by customers. we sat on the stool in front of the bar counter. I have myself my favy draft stout and she just get herself a pint of white beer. In our conversation, I always try to avoid anything related to caleb and also something relevant to the affirmation of our relationship. Why? I just feel like letting our relationship remain wandering in this grey zone would be better. I think deep in my heart I a little afraid of losing this relationship if everything need to be so certain. However it couldn’t be avoided anymore. After 2 pints or 3, she finally ask,

S: what do u think abt caleb and i?
Me: u and caleb ar, employer and employee? (trying to make fun and hoping she would switch to other topic)

But sandy apparently was serious this time,

S: I mean the affair between caleb and i..

Seems like sandy want to come clean b4 me now. seriously I really don’t want to know all those things as I believe it that might ruin the current intimate relationship we have. but this time apparently I can’t avoid.

Me: there’re rumours out there, but who cares, I don’t give a single damn on those rumours.
S: those rumours are..

(to be continued)

guys, i promise 2 update today. so another 1 would be coming soon.

really? even the ending is bad i also will continue to write geh. unless i really "evaporated"..
and definitely not as simple as u said even is the good 1.. to me no good and bad news ba, as whatever it is, got its pros and cons.. agree?

(...resume from previous update)

S: those rumours are true..

Then she proceeded to tell me abt their affair. after sandy broke up v her bf few years back, caleb start to pursue her even though he was a married man. despite of rejecting caleb numerous times, caleb never gave up. however when sandy learned that daniel was abt to get married, she was so emotional that time and caleb was the 1 who comfort her. she finally accepted caleb’s pursuance and their affair started since then..

S: so I’m a bad girl huh?
Me: no, u’re great. u had…

Before I finished my word, she interrupted..

S: nonono, u’re just trying to be nice. I’m not. I made a lot of mistakes..

she started to weep as she was saying this. she was like that, easily get emotional when a little high I comfort her by telling her,

Me: u know what, now u still can get things right if u want.

It just doesn’t calm her down after what I had say.. I was totally clueless now however things getting better after I pay more attention to her and nodding to whatever she say. apparently advices was useless to an emotional woman. It was proven that woman doesn’t need advice when they were pouring out their emotion, they just need a listening ear, agree?

After she calm down,

Me: getting late now, we should heading home now..

sandy nodded. as we travel back, it was silence along the journey. yeah, this was the thing I expected to be happen when she come clean abt caleb and her.. breaking ice wasn’t easy this time!! I walk her until her doorstep, then without hesitating, I initiate a tight hug to her then say bye and walk away..

as I’m driving back, I was wondering what can I do to cheer her up. I decided to call a friend of mine who know abt some florists in kl. eventually I got it early in the morning next day. I manage to have her roses on her table v a small notes of encouraging word early in the morning b4 everyone come to work. After that I leave the office as I’m running my usual errand outside.

On afternoon, I receive a text from her,

S: hi there, ur roses brighten up my day. and I would like to apologize for what had happen last9. I was so upset yesterday and made the situation worst. do u think we can talk now?

without hesitation, i put up my paired handsfree and call her back right away.

Me: hi there..
S: hey, so sorry abt what had happen. I was a little too over last9.
Me: it was alright. How are u feeling now? better?
S: never better. my day was colourful with ur roses.. (then continue chat like we used to be)

after her apology, our situation become much better and we resume our talk like how we use to be. then she suggest for a day trip to outstation to get herself relieved on coming weekend which I agreed.

update soon.. but not today

real soon ya, try to make it tonight. gonna work mang.. forever alone here also

should I reveal? at pahang btw..

ohmai, u were thoughtful and observe my story real well. as mention b4, 1 failed relationship in the past..

hmm.. i find that it was funny reading u guys comments. it made my day

nothing to wish as the trip was last weekend. so what say u..

I'll share it on coming update..