Dec 28 2010, 12:23 AM, updated 15y ago
Following from this topic: http://forum.lowyat.net/topic/1691607 but a more serious + detail version.
I've been single for a couple of years until I met girl A. I met her in an event on 10/08/2010. Anyhow, we didn't really talk much to each others until we met again on 6 to 8/10/2010. She added me on facebook on 10/10/2010 and we went out together on 17/10/2010. Since then, we've been chatting with each others online until she finally agree to become my gf on 8/11/2010. Its a long distant relationship. Everything seems to be going alright and I felt as if she is the one for me (as I love my singlehood a lot) until I met girl B on 17/11/2010 in another biz-event.
Call me an ass but I found her attractive. Anyhow, I didn't take any action but just talk to her like how you meet new friend. She is not a local and live overseas. I pass her my biz-card and she added me up on MSN and we start chatting with each others daily starting 22/11/2010. She ask if I am still single, being such a BIG ASS, I found my mouth sealed and could not tell her the truth because I know she will stop talking to me once she know I already have a gf. At that period of time, I thought I could lie my way through and have 2 gfs at the same time.
17/12/2010, I went on a biz-trip and meet up with girl B and we had a lot of fun together until she found out the truth that I have a gf on 25/12/2010 because my GF call me that night when I am with her. I choose to tell girl B the truth because I couldn't bare lying to her. After knowing the truth, she said she would leave and i must be good to my GF. Anyhow, I talk to her to still be with me and give me 3 months to come up with a decision.
26/12/2010 is the last night of my biz-trip, I spend the night with girl B. She shampooed my hair and start crying. I burst into tears and couldn't control my emotion feeling very bad to screw up everything and put myself and the girls in such condition. It is so not me, because I wouldn't cry for a girl ... but this time, I did and its the first time ever that I felt so lost in a relationship.
27/12/2010, girl B send me off to my taxi and me seeing myself leaving her and I thought a selfish guy like me would have done well, like I always do. Girl B said she will leave me and block me on MSN even thought she said she love me loads, the guy she love most after her dad. That should be a good deal for a jerk like me. I tried to take her advice by trying to be good with my gf but my gf weren't available for me.
Anyhow, I was wrong. I miss her and I stare blankly on my monitor screen waiting for her to come online but to no available. I dropped a PM to my gf on facebook asking her if she really love me cause we seldom have time with each others.
Suddenly, girl B came online. We chat on MSN for a bit but due to some connection problem. I did not receive her msg and she said she is going to bed. I called her right after she went offline. I felt very stress up and almost cried when I heard her voice, she scolded me and all I could do is just listen. She ask me what she should do? She wanted to forget me but she really love me loads. I ask her to give me few days so I could break up with my gf for her but she said she doesn't want to be the 3rd party to snatch other people bf and she won't feel the same too if i do that. She said she doesn't want me to do that for her, but she also don't know what she should do.
After I hang off the phone, my gf call and I didn't pick up. I end up writing my story here in LYN hoping to hear whatever comments that everyone could throw to me. I am so so lost .... so confuse, for the first time in my life when it comes to a relationship.
Please advice, for those who feel that its too long to read, please proceed to http://forum.lowyat.net/index.php?showtopic=1691607&hl=
Advice Wanted Screw-up life of a jerk & 2 angels, I is attention whore
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